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Originally Posted by momthompson Friends, My broken marriage and broken heart are not healing. I thought I was on the right path and felt God healing me. For almost the last 24 hours my husband has been beating me down through text messages and phone calls. He has told me no one will ever love me. He will never love me again. He has accused me of drug use and not loving my step children and trying to keep our daughter from him. none of these things are even close to true. he says I am evil and God's promises of love are not for me. I became defensive and even told him I don't love him anymore hoping not to feel the sting of his blows. He had me and our 2 youngest girls move 170 miles from home leaving all our stuff behind because it was supposed to be temporary to see if he had the will to fix his mind. In the mean time he was lying about an inappropriate relationship with another woman that he is only getting himself and my step children deeper involved in. I have let him beat down my faith today. I know God does not want me treated like this. in my deepest heart of hearts i want my husband to become the man i married and love me deeper everyday. i don't see it happening. i need god's healing I need to feel the holy spirit in me and am so beat down I can't. please pray that God lifts me and pray that i feel his love more deeply either with healing in my marriage or the strngth to leave it behind. |
Righteous Father in heaven, let Your name be kept holy.
With confidence and thanksgiving we lift momthompson's husband up to your throne of grace, LORD, and we ask that You remove all vanity from his thinking. (Psalms 94:11)
Search him, Father GOD, and know his heart; try him, and know his thoughts, and see if there be any wicked way in him, and lead him in the way everlasting. (Psalms 139:23-24)
The thoughts of the righteous are right, and momthompson's husband needs Your righteousness to invade his thought life. (Proverbs 12:5)
We commit his works unto You, Righteous Father, knowing that, in doing so, his thoughts will be established. (Proverbs 16:3)
Reveal to him that the thoughts of the diligent lead to abundant living. (Proverbs 21:5)
Make him aware of areas of wrong thinking in his mind.
Thank You, Abba Father.
Reveal to him areas of wrong thinking he needs to repent of, and help him to willingly bring them into the captivity of obedience to You, LORD and Savior Y'shua *Jesus* the Christ.
Praise GOD!
In Christ Y'shua *Jesus* name we pray, Amen and Amen