I have been asking you all and God to pray for reconcilliation for my marriage and for my husband. It has come to the point where I need to change focus. My husband says there is no chance in his heart for our marriage and family. he wants me to take the next step and register my daughter for school 170 miles away from home. i don't think he ever really loved me. If he did he would at least want to try to make his marriage work. He blames me for everything and for the past 5 months i have been the only one trying to save our marriage. i realize God does not want me to be treated like this. i beleive god and my husband are the only ones who could restore our marriage and my husband doesn't want to. I give up. i am heartbroken like never before. If God wants this marriage restored I give it completely to him. i quit. i can't hold on to hope anymore. Please pray the God gives me strength to carry on. Pray that he leads me down the right path. i will be needing a job and day care for my kids. I will need to find another house soon. i'm staying at my deceased aunt's house which is for sale. pray that i don't lose this house while i still need it. I need to find a church in town. We have visited two but haven't found home. pray that God cares for my children so they don't hold on to this being the summer they lost their family and their home. it is very hard for them. Pray that I find christian friends. Pray that when I see my husband i am not blinded by his deception any longer. Please help me to get over the overwhelming pain in my heart. I also pray that I have another chance to fall in love and be loved, hopefully I can find something real let me recognize false prophet. I ultimately wish my husband will be Godsmacked and cry out that he loves me and try to win me back into his loving arms, but can no longer count on it happening. i am in such despair. please pray for me today.

I am praying for you and know that God is with you every painful step of the way and weeping with you. You and your family are in my prayers.

Lord god you are god and only you know the depth of the pain this causes for momthompson..lord I ask that today you give her peace..that you help her heal..that you give her direction and vision..lord bring her along side of you and show her how much you care for her..lord be her supply in her home situation..lord take away the churning in her stomach that overwhelms her this day and give her clearity of mind ,,let her have at least a few hours rest from the torent of emotion today..lord help her to find a good church home..lord comfort her kids and encamp your angels around them..lord I ask that you heal this marriage and turn her husband around...convict him with your spirit to do what is right and soften his heart towards his wife and kids.lord cause the circumstances he is in to remind him of the good times,,lead him to the places where they used to visit together and cause him to miss what they had as a family..let everything around him in thier home remind him of the memories they shared and put a flame in his heart for his wife..lord give momthompson the knowledge to see your direction and help her walk in it..give her hope for the future and let her see your hand in her life..lord please dont be silent please act on her behalf and bring your salvation close today,bring redemption to pass soon and grant this wife the desires of her heart..in jesus name amen....

I fully understand your pain and heart ache ..it is the worst thing a person can have to go thru..I understand how you feel with just wanting to move on and find someone who will really cares for you instead of someone who could deal out such pain to you and your kids..the truth is I feel the same way but for the sake of your kids please try to hold the line just a little bit longer...try to if you can and if not I fully understand the desire to just move on but the truth is its not that simple because the to of you are one flesh and in spirit you are gods couple. if you can find it in your heart to just let go of him for a little while and let god deal with him maybe he will turn him around..please try to for just a little while longer if at all possible for your kids...but if you are done you are done and I dont blame you for feeling the way you do because I restle with it everyday...I am so sorry that you have to feel this pain. please know you are not alone..not that it helps but somehow it does a little bit..also there is another reason to hold on a little bit aside from everything I metioned and that is in these situations there is usally a swinging back in to the marriage after what ever caused the marriage to disolve is worked thru and resolved in the person who left.. read a book called "when the one you love wants to leave" by donald r.harvey ..it is in christian book stores and describes the pattern of this type of thing and may help give you hope for a return swing in to the marriage..I will pray for you mom thompson.... take care and god be with you and may his face shine upon you both this day and forever more!

Heavenly Father I humbly come to You and ask that you be with momthompson and give her hop and faith knowing that You will do what is best for her and her child. Please I ask that You restore her husbands love for her and give him the burning desire to seek You and all Your treasures that You have to offer. In Your name I will always pray....Amen

Dear Heavenly Father, Please be with Momthompson as she struggles with making the right decision in her marriage. Please show her the way you would have her go. Please touch her husbands heart that it may be softened to his families' needs. Please help him to realize your plan for his life. Help them both to look to you for answers to their difficult problems. THank you so much for always working in our favor. For this we pray in Jesus name. AMEN