lord i dont know how it is even possible because it looks beyond repair but I ask that you pick up the pieces of our lives and fit all the bits back together. every time I feel there is no hope you seem to show me there is and so I will take you at your word that with you all things are possible and have to use that to carry me forward because I have not got the faith to see it ever being able to come to pass. you lead me to this cross road in my life and I am asking you to show me where the right path is and you keep pushing me to pray without giving up. I know you called me to my family to lead them in your way and I failed miserably to do what I was supposed to do. I know I was brought to this family by you but I cant keep us together with out your healing hand on our lives,I am sorry I failed this task and ask I get one more chance to get it right. If you grant me this request I will work on getting it right forever and I wont give up learning and wont give up praying for your leadership everyday. please god heal my home and heal my wife and my self of the grief we feel and please give us vision for our future. Please soften my wifes broken heart and help to know how to win back her honor that she once showed me. God I ask that she would start to chase me and that the tables would be so turned around that she would persue me and that I would
turn to greet her with open arms. God you say that you are able to do exceedingly more than we could even ask or think so this should be an easy task for you. please make it happen. in jesus name amen

Mattosan, My brother in Christ do not be afraid and do not give up. As I tell you this I too am looking at what seems impossible. But we must not waiver in our belief that NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR GOD. It is evident that the family and marriages are under attack. We must fight, we are called to it and have been bought with a price. I know it sounds empty, but I know exactly the pain you are in right now. I have been on my knees in tears for 127 days and do not see much hope with my natural eyes. Remember this ... our God is able and he does have the last say in things. So fight on your knees brother, and take up the full armor of God for our battle is not with flesh and blood. The stakes are high and we must not lower our shield. *****Great and merciful healer, father, we love you. Be with my brother this very hour and strengthen him. Heal the brokeness and heart ache. By the power of your Holy Spirit cause his wife to see through the darkness and take your hand. Bring healing and restoration to this marriage in Jesus name. Amen. I will continue to pray for you and your family. Keep your eyes on Him

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It is the Lord who goes before you. He will be with you; he will not leave you or forsake you. Do not fear or be dismayed. Deuteronomy 31:8

They that sow in tears shall reap joy. [Psalms 126:5].