Dear intercessors

Please pray for me to speak in boldness and power when I face a crowd and express my thoughts
I've been in the renewal for sometime now but still sit on the chairs in a prayer meeting.
Please pray for me to go forth and be freed of nervousness and what to say when I get there.
I want to be wholehearted for God and I face a dilemma of being hurt through memories of past. I was abused by my father when I was a kid and he continued to do so for some time. I was living in shame and a negative image of myself.. I hid like this for years. My father passed away some years back and I kept worrying if he has been forgiven and if he has gone to heaven..
I was new to a deliverance church then but found it difficult to open up in front of my father and was nervous of the pastor. My father passed away in a short while. The church too on their part said something to me whilst I was still mourning...that broke me further.. I have not been able to relate to prayer people for a while then or associate with a church.

I ask you to pray for my inner healing and for God to give me a good earthly shepherd, a church of love where i can fellowship.

My husband came in much later and is saved. My children are saved. They wonder what is wrong with me. I wonder what is wrong..how to take this ache away from my heart. God has led me to open up with you intercessors and I believe your unceasing prayers will surely help me..Please pray for me and my loved ones. I can count on you as people with pure hearts and believe God hears our cry for freedom. I want to be free from the past and everything that hinders me in being one with the Lord Jesus. I love Him and I want to be able to tell the world about Him. Please pray for God to use me, my husband and son and daughter as witnesses of His love.. I love all of you.

Father I pray for this woman for you to reveal to her their is safety and healing in your arms. Father I too experienced all of this that without you and fear I allowed satan to tear me down to total brokenness. Father I praise you as you and YOU alone were the only thing that completely lifted me out of this situation. Father I pray for healing of this woman's mind. For God you Did not Give us a Spirit of FEAR but of POWER and LOVE and of a SOUND MIND. Father I pray you break the fear in this woman that is destroying her Christian faith and walk with you. Father I pray you give her the spirit of ADOPTION whereby she cries out to you ABBA FATHER. FATHER I pray you break satan's stronghold on her mind condemning herself for the evil her father did to her and put total forgiveness in her heart and mind and the ability to let it go and trust you Lord with all her heart and soul and to not reach back to these memories ever again but to only remember the happy days of her past; to live her life to the fullest in you grace, your glory and your truth Father and have Peace and Joy fill her soul and mind that you are able to conquer any fear or illness we have if we BELIEVE in you. Father I lift her up today to hear the words from you softly and gently speaking to her to tell her you are with her. Father strengthen her with the Power of your word, the joy to read it and learn it and it renew her mind. Father fill her heart with overflowing LOVE and JOY and a Peace no one or thing can ever take away from her. Father heal and restore her mind to repeat your word in over and over again and to cleanse all memory of this past satan is trying to destroy her life with. Father put you word and your vision and your will in her mind for her thoughts of a future with her Christian family that you have blessed her with. Help her to open her eyes fully to you and see all around her that you have blessed her with and to fill the LOVE that is there with her now. Take away all depression and repercussions from her heart mind and soul and help her to see your blessings surrounding and to feel your Mighty Midst in her life. Touch her family Lord to embrace her and tell her the loving kindness in words she needs to her to build her confidence. Give her strength Lord to stand up and tell all in faith of how you have healed her mind, her heart and soul and without she would not have made it. Father stand her up straight and proud and be her strong tower. May the light of Jesus shine brightly and boldly inside her and radiant the love of purity of Christ in her eyes and face to all who see her.

In Jesus precious name and blood I praise you GOD

AMEN

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Colossians 3:

15 And let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, to the which also ye were called in one body; and be ye thankful.

16 Let the word of Christ dwell in you richly; in all wisdom teaching and admonishing one another with psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, singing with grace in your hearts unto God.

17 And whatsoever ye do, in word or in deed, do all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him.

I Pray that you will stop worrying about what others think or say about you. I use to had a similar complex like yours. I would worry about what other people would say or think about me. When I got Saved, I would spend my time in church looking around at what others were doing and I could not worship the Lord freely. A friend told me to shut out everyone in the service from my mind and the only ones in the service was myself and Jesus. So I began to worship as if their was only me and Jesus in the service. Praise God!! God has brought me a long way since then.

I will be Praying that God will take away this insecurity from you and give you Boldness. May the Peace of God set you free from the hurts of the past. You will find strength in God's Word. God Bless you for asking for Prayer. ODIE

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2 Chronicles 7:14 If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land.

Dear Heavenly Father, Please guide this lady to a church that can help her feel your presence in the members. Help her to continue to pray and seek comfort from you. For this we pray in Jesus name. AMEN