Anxiety Please pray for my mother who is hallucinating for a number of years. She is diabetic and
hears voices in her ears and talks all day, sometimes violently fights and abuses some people including family. She is unable to pray. We her children too have obsessive compulsive disorder, they say. We gain weight more than we eat or enjoy so we are target of jokes. No clothes fit me well and I shy from public places. I want peace. Money gets spent on bills, doctors and debts are mounting. I want a job. I've wasted all my life doing nothing, procrastinating mostly and what do we pray to go to heaven as soon as each of us die. Many times I've wanted to die and wished I was not born. I've even thought of suicide many times but I don't want to go to hell...nobody amongst us, so please help me. Please pray for mother to experience our love. Please pray for family, friends and relatives and neighbours to experience our love and help. I want to ask God to forgive me every wrong I've even done and experience His forgiveness and I want to know Him. |