I'm still battling my relationship with Edward. Its been so hard for since our separation. I'm now in a deep depression , I try to hide it from work and my kids but I know they sense something is wrong. I'm having thoughts run thru my head. There are times i want to go to sleep and never wake up. I want my life to end. Why am I thinking this way. I have so much going for me, I have a successful business and wonderful kids but my love is gone. I miss him so much. This was suppose to be a life time comitment for us. Where did it all go wrong. He knows I love him and how comitted I am to him. I pray everyday for the Lord to forgive him and warm him cold heart and reconcile our relationship. I feel I can't go on anymore. I want the pain to end. I can't be cold and mean to him, all I have to offer him is my love, comittment, devotion and understanding. God please release this pain from me. I'm going crazy and I'm on the verge of a nervous breakdown or worse. Help me please...

I am praying for you. I just need to tell you that please try to overcome your depression for the sake of your children. They are the most most important part of your life now. Just try to forget the past. Pray to God hard. I know it is very very difficult when someone you love hurts you, but you need overcome it all.

Lord Jesus, please take away the depression from MM. Show her the path of happiness. Give her complete mental Peace. Help to start afresh. Thank you and praise you Lord Jesus.

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christain -heartbreak of any type is a difficult pain to overcome ,I have had much in my own life ...funny thing today at 51 years old I think I finally have full faith in God .I am a sinner and the readings I read today proved we can be forgiven if we earnestly turn to him.You cannot let one person ruin your life and doubt your faith .You seem to have done everything to save this relationship and like jesus himself are not striking out at those who hurt you.Continue to be the great person you are ,i am sure your children need your love .You will get through this trying time ..god bless you mike g

God bless you for reaching out for help! You are in the midst of a lot of tumoil, and depression. I have been right where you are today. It was hard to make it through one hour let alone a day! You yourself hold the key to how depressed, and how long your going to be depressed. It is important that you mourn the loss of your husband in order to completely heal from it. Just try to remember to not let it go on for years, and years! I am not sure if there is a chance that he will come back, or not. I do know that you need to take the time to build yourself back up, whether he comes home, or not! As if he were to come home now, you probably would just suffocate him with guilt of what he did. If he ever feels the guilt, it needs to be because he thought it through, and wants to make it right. If the feelings of guilt come from you, and he's not ready to make ammends, it will just push him farther away from you. Also, many times if the other person see's that you are doing better, and starting to go on with your life, this can sway them to come home. In short, let this be the thing that starts you out on the healing process, and gives you something else to focus on!!!

***Heavenly Father be with this wife who is struggling with raising a family, and despair. Let this prayer site, or other help, be the help that she needs to overcome the things that she needs to. Let her bring all her problems, and fears to you. Let your blood cover her. Help her to see the small benchmarks, and progress in her life. Let her find simple pleasures in life, again. Bring her through this storm, and plant her feet on higher ground!!! I pray this in the name of Jesus, Amen!!!

Dear Heavenly Father, Please be with mm during this low period in her life. Help her to have faith in the situation and to know that you are always working in her favor. Please provide for her and her children and lead them to your word for answers to their problems. For this we pray in Jesus name. AMEN

Dear mm1565, dont loose your faith from God. He is watching you. We are all here to pray for you and yoour life ought to be happy and joyous again.
Dear God, please be with mm1565, please heal her pain, remove her from the agony of losing her love. Bless her a very happy life with her lived one. Amen.

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I just want to let you know that I am praying for you. DOnt give your faith. Dear God, please be with this lady and save her from her difficult time. Amen.