Sorrow

#1 (**permalink**) 07-05-2008, 12:23 PM

Last semester, I left my deepest closest friends and girlfriend for purposes of my ego to go on an internship. These are friends are fought hard to get, and love dearly. The goodbye was more than I could bare when I left. While I was in the internship in Florida, I grew closer to God. Despite praying, I also hurt myself with the loss of my friends. I also pushed the thoughts of evolution to my spiritual girlfriend. I didn't completely become a spiritual leader. I am not sure if it was this instance, or the distance that separated us. Furthermore, I lost my comfort in my closest friends by leaving. My ego and decisions destroyed me. I pray everyday for God to forgive me. I am back, but in a situation where it feels that all my old closest friends have been in a bad accident and there's no going back to the way we were (we all grew in different directions with different interests and they made other friends that way). Seeing them is like seeing an old photograph of the good times, and it hurts terribly.

May God forgive me for moving away from Him and not giving Him the attention He deserves in what was the most meaningful romantic relationship I've had. May He forgive me for putting my ego ahead of me. For not following His word through my actions. These consequences are more than I can bare. Oh Forgive Me Oh Lord...!

ZephThree17 · #2 (**permalink**) 07-08-2008, 11:36 PM

Father, In this moment, hawk87 is willing to put aside all small and worthless values, and embrace the bigger, more important values, such as freindship, and love, and above all else embracing the most important - his relationship with his heavenly Father.

hawk87 understands how some things are all illusion; and some things lead nowhere, but despair.

Nevertheless!

We know that all things work together for the good of those who love GOD-those whom He has called according to His plan. (Romans 8:28)

Who will transform the body of our humble state into conformity with the body of His glory, by the exertion of the power that He has even to subject all things to Himself. (Philippians 3:21)

He is also head of the body, the church; and He is the beginning, the firstborn from the dead, so that He Himself will come to have first place in everything. (Colossians 1:18)

Who has saved us and called us with a holy calling, not according to our works, but according to His own purpose and grace which was granted us in Christ Yeshua *Jesus* from all eternity...(2 Timothy 1:9)

We thank You, Father, that hawk87's heart shall be repaired by gratitude, and be found shining in the eyes of his friends, and brothers and sisters in Christ.
Help hawk87 to increase in faith, to know, the Father of all creation, the Almighty GOD, shall perfect the things which concern him.

Righteous Father, please increase the fruit of Your Spirit in hawk87's life and use him for Your purposes. As hawk87 receives from You, LORD, Your mercy, Your grace, Your forgiveness, Your love, and Your Counselor, the Holy Spirit - may hawk87 surrender his future into Your hands, and with thanksgiving and praise, worship You with a grateful heart, knowing that You will make his future unlike his past.
Thank You very much, LORD! We pray in the name of Christ Yeshua. Alleluia!
Amen and Amen

Angel777 · #3 (**permalink**) 07-11-2008, 09:08 AM

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Originally Posted by ZephThree17

Father, In this moment, hawk87 is willing to put aside all small and worthless values, and embrace the bigger, more important values, such as freindship, and love, and above all else embracing the most important - his relationship with his heavenly Father. hawk87 understands how some things are all illusion; and some things lead nowhere, but despair. Nevertheless! We know that all things work together for the good of those who love GOD-those whom He has called according to His plan. (Romans 8:28) Who will transform the body of our humble state into conformity with the body of His glory, by the exertion of the power that He has even to subject all things to Himself. (Philippians 3:21) He is also head of the body, the church; and He is the beginning, the firstborn from the dead, so that He Himself will come to have first place in everything. (Colossians 1:18) Who has saved us and called us with a holy calling, not according to our works, but according to His own purpose and grace which was granted us in Christ Yeshua *Jesus* from all eternity...(2 Timothy 1:9) We thank You, Father, that hawk87's heart shall be repaired by gratitude, and be found shining in the eyes of his friends, and brothers and sisters in Christ. Help hawk87 to increase in faith, to know, the Father of all creation, the Almighty GOD, shall perfect the things which concern him. Righteous Father, please increase the fruit of Your Spirit in hawk87's life and use him for Your purposes. As hawk87 receives from You, LORD, Your mercy, Your grace, Your forgiveness, Your love, and Your Counselor, the Holy Spirit - may hawk87 surrender his future into Your hands, and with thanksgiving and praise, worship You with a grateful heart, knowing that You will make his future unlike his past. Thank You very much, LORD! We pray in the name of Christ Yeshua. Alleluia! Amen and Amen

Father I pray for a renewed heart, faith, mind and spirit in HAWK 87 and to be able to learn from the past... Forgive from the past... and to put the past behind him... to grieve no more... to rise up and be strong and to continue toward the Mark of the Prize of Christ Jesus.

In Jesus name I pray

AMEN

... for I will forgive their iniquity and I will remember their sin no more. Jeremiah 31: 3-4

Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature; old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new. 2 Corinthians 5 :17

... for the Lord your God is gracious and merciful, and will not turn away his face from you, if ye return unto him. 2 Chronicles 30:9

God bless you and comfort you Hawk87... Go forth and do Good... God has many many years of Blessings ahead of you.

Thank you God for Hawk87