Dear Friend, i have prayed on your behalf for wisdom first and foremost.
First you need not be afraid.
There are several things you should be doing, the first is finding godly people (women) who will be praying for you, it is best those who are local to you for accountability. Then you should go to a church where the presence of God is evident, and go to their prayer meetings especially. Reading scriptures is escential and praying - intensely engage in these activities. Pray over your house and your room, and try to see if you can invite godly women to come over to your place and pray with you and do a bible study there.
The demonic hold has come through some event .... try to think what opened the doors to it. Has anything bad happened to you in the past, or even do you know of any history with your parents, or grandparents? Is anything bad associated with the house in itself? Does this happen to you if you slept somewhere else? ... in otherwords try to pinpoint the root cause. Also, another thing to check is if you may have sinned in some way - sins can be known or unknown behaviours. Coveting, pride/lack of humility, self independence, unforgiveness, strong dislikes, envy, jealousy, lust of the eyes (having an obsession for beautiful material things), discord, dissention, contention, strong judgements, intense negative emotions, anger, strife, etc. Any one of these is enough to cause spiritual issues.
__________________ Put on the full armor of God, that you may be able to stand firm against the schemes of the devil. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the powers, against the world forces of this darkness, against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places. (Ephesians 6:11-12) |