Please pray for God to give me the guidance and patience I so desperately need. I’m starting to lose my faith because it feels like God’s abandoned me. My ex husband has done everything in his power to abuse, hurt, and make my life as difficult as humanly possible. And the military, our courts, and God’s allowing him to do this to me. The stress is causing me to become sick and I don’t know what to do.

you need to let GOD take care of everything and put it all in his hands GOD is good he'll
help us through anything if we will put are faith and trust in him.I will be praying for you.

Confusion, is there anything in specific you could tell me so that I could better understand your situation, and what these things are happening to you? Your ex sounds like he has a small heart, to let this all happen, and cause you so much stress. I am here if you need me, I willing to give any advice, if you would like. Don't loose your faith in God, this is all happening for a reason, and in the end, you will be so happy and fulfilled, and you will laugh at these people. Don not worry, worrying causes stress and can make you sick, so try to think of positive things- whatever it may be- and even if you are really upset and you think you cant. Come on this site and talk, when you feel upset about things that are happening in your live. Are you located near beach? I was wondering because, laying on the beach ( listening to some music you bring ), and watching the ocean, is a good way to calm yourself down and feel better. I will be praying for you sweetie, don't give up your hope! I send you my blessings in your time of confusion-

-Jess

Confusion: GOD HAS NOT AND WILL NOT ABANDON YOU! Sometimes we might feel that way because of all the problems we are going thru. We here will keep you in our prayers. My advice is to read your Bible in the book of James. James tells us bascially that when we go thru trying times, our faith is being tested. From these trials and tribulations we learn patience. The end results is that our faith becomes stronger. Allow Gods Word to comfort you in your distress time. Remember that God will never leave or forsake you. You are in my prayers. ODIE