I can no longer see love in the words of the bible. I no longer have faith, hope, or love. I no longer have conviction of my sins. My conscience is burnt. I am dead. The spirit of Christ no longer resides in me. I once yearned and morned for God. My soul used to thirst for Him. I no longer have those feelings. I fear God has sent me to my destruction. I fear I have provoked Him to anger that will not cease. My head spins with evil thoughts. They overwhelm me. I mocked the lord, and now his wrath is upon me. I call out to Him and ask for peace, but I do not recieve it. Woe to me and my mockery and folly. Warnings against rejecting wisdom (Proverbs 1:20-33):
20 Wisdom calls aloud in the street,
she raises her voice in the public squares;

21 at the head of the noisy streets [a] she cries out,
in the gateways of the city she makes her speech:
22 "How long will you simple ones [b] love your simple ways?
How long will mockers delight in mockery
and fools hate knowledge?
23 If you had responded to my rebuke,
I would have poured out my heart to you
and made my thoughts known to you.
24 But since you rejected me when I called
and no one gave heed when I stretched out my hand,
25 since you ignored all my advice
and would not accept my rebuke,
26 I in turn will laugh at your disaster;
I will mock when calamity overtakes you-
27 when calamity overtakes you like a storm,
when disaster sweeps over you like a whirlwind,
when distress and trouble overwhelm you.
28 "Then they will call to me but I will not answer;
they will look for me but will not find me.
29 Since they hated knowledge
and did not choose to fear the LORD,
30 since they would not accept my advice
and spurned my rebuke,
31 they will eat the fruit of their ways
and be filled with the fruit of their schemes.
32 For the waywardness of the simple will kill them,
and the complacency of fools will destroy them; 33 but whoever listens to me will live in safety
and be at ease, without fear of harm."

I pray that whatever you are going through will be met with the forgiveness ,tolerance ,and confidence in the fact that you are special in gods eyes and he is with you and will answer you taking youre situation and making youre faith bloom! amen

The Lord is still with you! Sometimes it is hard to see or hear him, but do not lose faith, He is with you always! I am praying for you!

I am so beaten and bruised spiritually. The word of God is against me. It condemns me and leaves me hopeless. My heart is in ruins. I believe Jesus has brought destruction upon me.

god still stands by your side but in a different direction. He will guide you through this just give it time. you just need to understand the differences that you could work through yourself and the lord will guide you through the rest.

[quote=mchansen;1174]I can no longer see love in the words of the bible. I no longer have faith, hope, or love. I no longer have conviction of my sins. My conscience is burnt. I am dead. The spirit of Christ no longer resides in me. I once yearned and morned for God. My soul used to thirst for Him. I no longer have those feelings. I fear God has sent me to my destruction. I fear I have provoked Him to anger that will not cease. My head spins with evil thoughts. They overwhelm me. I mocked the lord, and now his wrath is upon me. I call out to Him and ask for peace, but I do not recieve it. Woe to me and my mockery and folly. Warnings against rejecting wisdom


I am praying for you. You need to repent of the things that are not pleasing to God. CONFESSION IS GOOD FOR THE SOUL!! In order to establish your relationship back to God you need to have a Repentant Heart. God is standing right there with you, but you need to be reestablish in your relationship with Him. God will accept you back in right relationship with Him only if you come clean with the things that separated you from Him. Once you do this then you will find peace in your heart. I want you to know that I say all this in love. Remember God loves you and so do all of here. I pray that we hear from you again and how God has Blessed you in your life. God richly bless you!! ODIE

I believe you are correct. I've lost all conviction. I have no shame for my sins anymore. I do not love. I'm lost.

"HE hath shewed thee, O'man, what is good; and what doth the LORD require of thee, but to do justly, and to love mercy, and to walk humbly with thy God." (micah 6:8)

Thank You, Merciful Father, for Your mercy and grace. We bless You, LORD, because You redeemed mchansen's life from destruction and crowned him with Your righteousness, and Your lovingkindness and tender mercies. You are merciful and gracious, slow to anger, and plenteous in mercy. Your lovingkindness is better than life to mchansen. It is by Your mercy LORD, that mchansen is not consumed by the evils around him. Thank You for Your compassion never fails. Your mercies are new every morning, and great is Your faithfulness. You are mchansen's portion and his hope is in You.
Blessed be God, the Father of our LORD Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies, and the God of all comfort. Comfort mchansen in all his tribulation, so that he might give comfort to others who are in trouble. Teach him to minister comfort and mercy to others, even as You have ministered to him.
Help mchansen to fulfill Your joy by being likeminded with You, in fellowship with Your Spirit, full of mercy. Let Your mind be in mchansen, LORD. In faith and obedience, he puts on an attitude of mercy, kindness, humbleness of mind and longsuffering. And above all else, he puts on love which is the bond of perfectness.
LORD, You are mchansen's Shepherd, he shall not want. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow him all the days of his life; and he will dwell in the house of the LORD forever. Amen ands Amen.

G-d never turns His back on us when we ask forgiveness. The Devil sees that You are turning back to G-d and is trying to confuse you.

Lord unclench the grip the Father of All Lies has on this Soul so that this Soul can live in redemption and happiness. Amen

It is only because of the Holy Spirit that we are Not consumed! "We are cruelly attacked, but not without hope; we are made low, but we are not without help; we are afflicted in every way, but not crushed; perplexed, but not despairing; persecuted, but not abandoned; cast down, but not destroyed; We are NOT forsaken! 2Corinthians 4:8-9

Romans 8:15 >> For you have not received a spirit of slavery leading to fear again, but you have received a spirit of adoption as sons by which we cry out, "Abba! Father!"
“Adoption” is the term the apostle Paul uses to describe the act of the Holy Spirit whereby the believing sinner becomes a member of God’s family, with all the privileges and obligations of family members.
We were “children of wrath” by nature (Eph. 2:3). However, those upon whom God bestows His saving grace become the “children of God.”
The word adoption in the New Testament means to place as an adult son. It was a term used in the Roman legal practice in the apostle Paul’s day referring to a legal action by which a person takes into his family a child not his own, with the purpose of treating him as and giving him all the privileges of an own son. An adopted child was legally entitled to all rights and privileges of a natural-born child. Paul uses it as an illustration of the act of God giving a believing sinner, who is not His natural child, a position as His adult son in His family. The emphasis is on the legal position of the child of God.
(In the Hebrew law, an adopted son could not lose his inheritance, a natural born son Could lose his inheritance, but not an adopted son. The adoptive father was bound by the legal contract, covenant, he made when adopting the son.)
It is the Holy Spirit who is called “the Spirit of adoption” who performs the act of placing the believing sinner as an adult into the family of God. “For you have not received a spirit of slavery leading to fear again, but you have received a spirit of adoption as sons by which we cry out, ‘Abba! Father!’” (Rom. 8:15)
The adopted child lost all rights and privileges in his old family and gained all the rights of a legitimate son in his new family. He got a new father, and he became the heir to his new father’s estate. He became co-heir with the other sons. In the eyes of the law the old life was completely wiped out. All debts were completely cancelled. He was absolutely the son of his new father. It was carried out in the presence of seven witnesses.
What a glorious privilege is ours to be the absolute possession of the Father! We have already as believers in Christ been placed in the family of God and are led by the Holy Spirit as the adult sons of God. The apostle John describes our experience as God’s children who have been born into His family by the new birth. (Jn. 1:12; 1 Jn. 3:1-2).
Moreover, Romans 8:23 tells us “we ourselves groan within ourselves, waiting eagerly for our adoption as sons, the redemption of our bodies.” At the Second Coming of Christ our resurrected bodies will be glorified and will then possess all our inheritance that the sonship involves.
Galatians 4:4-6 and Ephesians 1:5 make it clear that we cannot lose our adoption. Because Jesus Christ paid the penalty of our sin debt in full, nothing stands in the way of a just God regenerating a believing sinner and placing him as His child in His family. The Holy Spirit as “the Spirit of adoption” also places a saved sinner in a legal standing in God’s family. The adopted son has all the rights and privileges of God’s only begotten Son. God the Father loves the adopted child just as much as He loves His only begotten Son.
“We are sons of God through faith in Christ Jesus” (Gal. 3:26). As a result of God’s adopting us we are just as eternal and secure in our relationship with Him as His only-begotten Son.
However, God is not mocked, this is true, and as children, when we sin against God, we are punished.
Hebrews 12: 4-6 -->"You have not yet resisted unto blood, striving against sin. And you have forgotten the exhortation which speaks unto you as unto children, My son, despise not thou the chastening of the Lord, nor faint when you are rebuked of Him. For whom the Lord loves, He chastens: and scourges every son whom He receives."

John 16:7 >>>Nevertheless I tell you the truth; It is expedient for you that I go away: for if I go not away, the Comforter will not come unto you; but if I depart, I will send him unto you.
And when he is come, he will reprove the world of sin, and of righteousness, and of judgment:
Of sin, because they believe not on me;
Of righteousness, because I go to my Father, and ye see me no more;
Of judgment, because the prince of this world is judged.

By your own admission, my brother, you have sinned against the LORD.
Your sin(s) has opened a door allowing the enemy in to attack you. Don't think you are the first Christian to have suffered attacks of the enemy due to sin in one's life. You have acknowledged your sin against God. Remember then, "That which is not of faith, is sin" And by faith receive your Righteous Father's forgiveness. Whether or not you feel His forgiveness, you confess it in faith.

Confess also, as often as needed: "No weapon formed against me shall prosper, and Every tongue that rises up against me in judgement, I Condemn, for this is the heritage of the servants of the LORD, and my righteousness is of Christ Jesus, thus saith the LORD! (Isaiah 54:17)

mchansen, "when you fall upon The Rock, you will be broken. Praise the LORD! because if The Rock fell upon you; you would be pulverized to dust."

We bow our knees to You, God, the Father of our LORD Jesus Christ,, of whom the whole family in heaven and earth is named, that You would grant mchansen, according to the riches of Your glory, to be strengthened with might by Your Spirit in the inner man, that Christ may dwell in mchansen's heart by faith; and that he being rooted and grounded in love, may comprehend with all the saints, what is the breadth, and length, and depth and height; and to know (and experience) the love of Christ, which passes knowledge, that he may be filled with all Your fulness.
Now unto You who are able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that mchansen can ask or think, according to the power that works in him, unto You, Almighty God, YHWH, be glory in the body of Christ Jesus, His church, throughout all ages, world without end. Amen and Amen