At this moment in time Im extremly hurting, i cried a little while ago while I was studying for an ASVAB test for the military, I have no other choice except the military, I just turned 18 I live on my own and I am having a hard time finding a job. I beleive the lord is trying to teach me somthing just as the passage int he bible "the proticles son", only the lord has already given me more than 3 chances with my mother and step father, I thought that I was always right and I wronged my parents so much, and I feel so guilty and now my relationship with my mother and father is beyond repair, they have done nothing wrong, but I have. I am a high school drop out, no car, no money, but a place to stay for the time being. If I dont find a job i'll get kicked out. I have become a back sliding christain, I remember the time when My parents were still together and I went to church worshipped God, and all of a sudden my parents got divorced, my mother left for a while and I turned to goth and started not going to school, I lost the side of me which I foudn now, when reality pushed it's way back in my life. All I have now is my mother and my Lord. But now, even my mother is at her ends wits and now I am faced with the real world. I despratley need guidance, the lord to show me, I am so lost, I do not want to become homeless at the age of 18, I want to go into the military, but how do I do that when I barely understand math, or dont know how to drive or do not have a job, I cant blame anyone but myself, I fear I have gone so deep that the lord will not help me, I have done so much wrong. I am so sorry.

lord show yourself to this young person...show him he can NEVER be separated from your help EVER!! show him there this nothing so broken,so torn , so bad that you cant redeem it,lord i ask for a mighty move on his behalf to prove to him that you are on his side and give him direction and thank you god for bringing him back to your side.....it says in your word god that all the angels in heaven rejoice over one person who comes back to the lord..... I thank you lord for all that you are gonna do for this young man and thank you god for your faithfullness to us ....in jesus name amen

Lord we pray that he would feel your loving embrace and know that he is not alone or abandoned. Father we know the good shepherd will leave the flock to find the one lost sheep and return him to the fold, we thank You Jesus for pricking this young mans heart so that he would see the truth again. We lift the whole of the family up to you for healing of the bonds of family and that You would bless them with the peace that comes only from you. Please guide his steps and show him the path You would have him take for all other paths are frought with danger. Amen

Thank you so much for you powerful words, I am a female by the way, hehe...Today the wierdest thing is I had several luck with jobs, all I have to do now is study for the military test. Thanky ou and god bless, I will surly try to find a church close to my apartment for this weekend.

Dear God, please forgive the sins and iniquities of this person. I also request Lord that you please help him find a job. A job that can help him pay his bills. I pray this to you Lord, in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.