I need a prayer for my marriage she went thru a mlc and commited adultery for 4 months been married to her for 16years 4 kids I went insane and hit her one night when she was describing the acts with her lovers I never hit my beloved in my whole life I felt really bad about it but she is still scared of me. 4 weeks I've been out of the house restraining order, I have a court case next week for hitting her and I miss her and the kids so badly sometimes I can hardly breath. I battle suicide nightly. Last night was the first time she called me we talked about church and she said I needed help I told her only god can help us now. She said even if I wanted to go back to you I know your just going to kill me. how can I convince her that is not true I love her and my family with all my heart and soul........Any guidance will be appreiciated Im at the end of my rope I miss them so badly.....

Dear Lord,
You know the truth of this situation. Nothing is in secrecy before you. Dear Lord I'm praying that your Will be done in this situation. That you keep all covered undered the precious blood of Jesus. The blood of Jesus over this entire situation. Let your answer be yeah and Amen. In Jesus name I pray. Amen.