I went to another church today in my new town where we are living separated from my husband, home and step children. I went home this weekend to retrieve more personal belongings and walked in to my home where my husband had rearranged furniture and took down every picture of me and us as a family. It breaks my heart. I know God does not want me in a marriage where I am not loved or treated with respect. My husband tells me he hates me and when he looks at my pictures he wants to punch me in the face. I was happily married in february of this year. My husband then started an emotional affair with another woman which led to our separating (his idea) and has now led to him hating me. I still hang by the phone waiting for him to love me and try to win me back. Please pray that God releases me from the burden of waiting for a man that no longer loves me. Pray that God holds me and pushes me to become a strong woman that values herself enough to know that I do not want to be in a relationship where I am not loved. Pray that God brings people in to my life that will treat me as god wants me to be treated. please pray that God strenghens me to be the best mommy I can be and to see the blessings he has in store for me. Help me to be strong for myself and my children. i can't do this alone. I am so lonely and so hurt. I can no longer see that I am a beautiful child of God but am beat down by the awful things my husband says to me and am feelings down because of the rejection of the man I thought was my solemate. My beliefs in marriage have been destroyed and I need to see the promise for blessing if I can make it through a divorce. please God shower me with strength, love and some kind of understanding of how you want me to cope with the situation I have been put in. my husband has also shared his lies about me to my step children where now they think I have done things to hurt our family when all i have wanted was to see our family together and stronger than ever.

Lord god of heaven, I lift mom thompson ....lord i ask that you reach down, all the way down from the tips of her toes to the top of her head and show her how much she is loved to by you today... show her how proud you are of her for the way she has come to you for healing and not just gave up.. lord she needs your healing touch today for her ,,,heart,,her mind,,her pit of her stomach..her marriage,,lord I ask for so much peace to fall on her that she is able to just kick her feet up and relax..even if it is just for a few hours, take the load off of her heart and let her breathe for a few...lord meet her every need ,,for church,job,godly friends,,money..lord be there for all aspects of her daily routine,, and god protect her and her kids ,,stand gaurd at the gate and keep her from any and all harm.....lord for neal..lord I ask that your holy spirit bring such conviction that he can hardly breath...lord let no sleep come to him, give him no peace let there be such an upheaval of wrong come to him that he fall before the living god and cry out ...god save me..!

Let the season of sin be done in his life..bring him to his knees and humble this man...lord i know you can do this ,,you have drove me to the ground and changed my life,,, lord i ask that you love neal enough to save him from himself as you did for me! love neal the same way god ,,reach him ,,dont let him run any longer and bring him to the end of himself!!! lord I ask that you govern all things in his life to make him see the wrong direction and make today be the end of his running! god you have the ability to turn this whole thing around for this family in an instant and ask that you would...lord cause this to happen ,,lord be in the circumstances that will drive this around 180 degrees form the direction it is heading!! lord be with neal in everything he does and be so bold that he cant miss that you are the one talking to him and soften his heart to except you correction and your direction and give mom thompson the grace to forgive and to move forward by the power of your spirit.. god help her to hold on ..dont let the darkness win god..hold her up and give her the power to intercede for this cause and let her know that YOU WILL FIGHT THIS BATTLE for we know the battle is yours and we ask that you fight this battle until we see the victory!! and we praise you o king for the mighty work you are doing and are going to do in jesus name,,, i pray you will do this for this family! thank you lord,we love you lord for you an awsome god!!! NOTHING is too hard for you God! We ask for your hand in this matter and we know you are God and you do all that you please!!! bring your good pleasure to pass for this home and save it! and watch over it and heal it in jesus name i pray AMEN!!!!!!

Hang in there mom thompson Gods not thru with you yet!!