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Originally Posted by jaydee  Almost four weeks ago, my life changed. Before then, I was quite spiritual and had an indelible faith in God. That all changed when I found myself in the hospital unexpectedly at 21 weeks pregnant undergoing emergent surgery. Throughout that time, I maintained my faith in God that me and my unborn child would be fine. Numerous prayers were sent out on our behalf and despite them all, my baby was born prematurely and died 2 hours later. I had prayed for this child after years of infertility. God answered our prayers and gave us a son only to take him away. How does one come to terms and find meaning after something this devastating? How can I regain faith in God? I search for answers and feel hopeless.....  | Jaydee I lost three children before I gave birth to a Miracle Baby my son so although it was over 30 years ago I can relate to your heartbreak and pain. Please don't give up faith... but go the other direction and double your faith. God will get you through this. And without faith and God Jaydee this will be too hard to bear. Go into reading your Bible until you find a peace and calmness come over you. Start in the Psalms. God will break this heartbreak and depression you are feeling in your greif and loss.
Father I lift up Jaydee to you tonite to heal her grief and sorrow. Restore her faith Father and fill her with your great JOY inside her that no man or circumstance can take away. Bless her with your assurance that you are our Creator of Heaven and Earth and every child on it is a blessing from you and You decision to take this child is blessed in heaven already and sitting on your lap for Eternal Life. Father we praise you and honor you for all you do even the things like this that hurt our hearts. Father I praise you to touch Jaydee and assure her you have a plan for her life in your will in your own time and in your own way you will bless her. Calm her Spirit Lord Jesus and renew her soul. Heal her with your powerful blood and let her feel you close to her and holding her in your arms. 
In Jesus name I pray
AMEN
The Lord giveth
The Lord taketh away
Blessed be the name of The Lord
Come Jesus Come and be Jaydee's Comforter and Healer I pray. AMEN
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Colossians 3:
15 And let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, to the which also ye were called in one body; and be ye thankful.
16 Let the word of Christ dwell in you richly; in all wisdom teaching and admonishing one another with psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, singing with grace in your hearts unto God.
17 And whatsoever ye do, in word or in deed, do all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him.
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