Last semester, I made the worst decision yet. I had 3 amazingly close friends with Heavenly comfort. One was my girlfriend at the time. The day I left for my internship in Florida, I realized what I had left. I left true love. True happiness. God's grace through love and relationship.
Following that decision, with several details in between of drifting away from God, I lost my girlfriend. I was so hurt.
Today, I hang out with 2 of the 3 friends and no longer have comfort there. I hurt to see my ex- in a different light. I try so hard to fit back in. They have changed (not blaming them) because that had to seek other friends. They discovered other interests.
I trust my future with the Lord. Something very hard to do, but I am still working hard on it. However, my past haunts me. The joy of the moments... lost. All because of my ego to leave for an internship unnecessarily. I learned the value of amazing friends. I don't want to lose them, but I find no fit. The joy of the past has been so intense that I am realizing I am getting depressed. All my other friends are in relationships (God bless them all), but that makes my situation harder to cope with. Please, I ask for prayer in reestablishing a social circle of comfort with God's help. I pray to find the comfort I once had. I will not make stupid decisions (from leaving to the tiny details of being gone and not praying well). I miss all of them, but I am missing the past. The present is hurting me. Please pray for reestablishing my social circle of Hope: with a great friend-girl, girlfriend, guy-friend. I miss it. God, please open my heart.
God Bless All of You for your prayers and blessings. May God reciprocate the blessings you pray for me. I love you all.

Dear Heavenly Father, Please wrap your arms around hawk87 that he may find comfort from knowing you are present. Help him to find lasting spritual friends that can fulfill his desire to have others in his life. Please soften the hearts of his friends that he left and help them to realize the need hawk87 has in his heart. Help them to see his sorrow in leaving and help them to reach out to him so he will know they still love him even if they all have grown in different directions. Please guide hawk87 to answers to your wishes for him and help him to understand and follow your path set aside just for him. For this we pray in Jesus name. AMEN