for restoration of my marriage,my husbands name is Ryan Allstun. He is with another woman, although we have been seperated for 4 years, I miss him so much and would love it if he would come by and see me some time. I would love to start over with him. I think of him everyday. I pray that he will not file for divorce.I pray that he will take a good postive look at our marriage. I pray that he will feel free to exspress his honest opinons to me about how he feels, I pray that when that time comes that I will be able to calmly accept how he feels, how he felt or how I made him feel. I pray that God will give both of us the tools right now to work out our marriage. I bind Satan away from me and my family so that we can be happy again. I pray that God will put his will into my husbands heart like he has mine. I pray that good christian examples will surround my husband and children and the rest of my family.I pray that my husband will come and see me soon or call me. Make he have a Spiritual Awakening so that we will have the same beliefs and be a good blessed Christian family. I pray that Ryan will come back to me, rather he is a Christian or not. May I be able to be a good example to him and my children and may he come closer to the Lord through my leading and examples. I pray for Strength to be a good wife and mother. I pray that I will get to see my kids soon. I pray that the letters that I am sending to my children and to my husband will touch their hearts deeply and lead all of them closer to Jesus and closer to me. I pray that I will be close enough to Jesus, to get the desire of wanting my husband to come back to me will happen. I pray that Ryan will come back to me soon, I pray that he will leave the party life that he is living and come to his senses that he has a beautiful wife, who has never stopped waiting on him, who has never stopped loving him, who wants to be what he neeeds and that he will come home. I pray that the even though he may not be a Christian, that the Lord, will put a strong conviction on his heart to try and work things out with me, that God will send his mind and soul good feelings about me. I pray that God will step in his life and interfere and take all the negative thoughts that he has about me and over ride them with pure love. May my husband come home soon.I pray that I will remain strong, no matter what the world says, or what the world calls me, or any other thing, may none of the words of the world bring me down or make me give up on my husband, Ryan Allstun. I also pray for his salvation. I pray that the letters that I have been writing him will make him do nothing but fall back in love with me. I pray that Ryans love can be safe with me and that I will give it all to the Lord for him. I will be what Jesus wants me to be. I will be a good influence on him. I will try to win him to the Lord and do everything that the Lord tells me. Holy!HOly!HOlY! Lord, bring this wonderful man home to his "new" "reborn" wife. Father, I ask you to let me be the one to bring Jesus into the life of my children, Devon,Kymberli,Katelynn, and to my husband Ryan Allstun. Father may I water the seeds that others have planted in his heart. Father, help me to reach him. Father, I believe in you. Heavenly Father, take Ryans worries and fears away. Father, live in his heart as you do mine. You are HOly! You control the world. Father, please bring Ryan back to me. Father, I will continue to grow, I will take my children to church with me, Lord I will try to get Ryan in church. Father, If Ryan and I have difficulties, I will pray to you. Father, I will not be ashamed to pray to you in front of my kids or in front of Ryan. Father, if I have troubles with the children I will pray and call prayer warriors or call others who know alot about parenting or send prayer requests onlind. Father, thank you for comming into my life so that I can be a good example for my family, Lord, I cant quote the verse, but I know that in the bible it says that the household will be saved. HOly are you Oh great Lord, you will save my husband. Holy is the Lord. Lord, let me not loose faith.Some people are so mean. Help me to not be as mean and rude and greedy and mouthy as others Lord, I have seen what they do and it turns me away and even closer to you. Father, thank you for comming into my life. Holy! Holy are you. Your mighty presence feels so good to me, my heart longs for you. Father help me to find the words and actions to make Ryan return to me. Father, I want to have true love with Ryan Allstun. Lord, let Ryan find this on the internet and may it lead us closer together.In Jesus holy most wonderful name, I pray and send my prayer request to this ministry and all over the internet. Amen.Father, I miss my husband
I don't know if it is your will for us to be together.
I don't even know why the mind,emotions and soul miss someone.
I wonder if it is true that we can feel
each others emotions and pains and know
what each other are doing through
silent communications of our souls.
I somehow feel I am close to him
although he tells me he doesn't want anything to do with me,
and he is in love with another woman.
Lord, if it is your will,
I will love him more than I ever have before,
I will assist him in learning about you,
I will pray this time,
if you give me him back,
I will pray instead of being mentally and verbally and physically abusive to him.
Father, I know you can heal and
you can forgive
and you can start things
and you can stop them
Father, am I out of your will to ask for my husband Ryan to come back to me soon.
Am I foolish,
because each day I pray that he come home now and
he never comes,
Father,
I almost feel like,
this feeling that I am feeling,
is meant to be wishing that you would come now.
I am unsure Father,
On this situation,
I am a baby Christian.
I pray that I will have Holy Spirit filled encouragers and builders to come in my life and help me grow and be smarter and understand the bible,
Father, I pray
that I am ready to recieve your word.
Lord, I will do what you want me to,
I do ask for my husband back but
I will let him go, if you help me,
I feel like he could walk in the door at any minute,
and Lord I know that you are so good and work in miracleous ways.
I have thought these feelings about others,
but I think that may have been adultery,
because I have been married but seperated and been with other guys,
so I am going to try to believe in these feelings with my husband,
With the way that you work,
this may be true,
unless the devil is playing tricks on me,
sometimes I think that my husbands soul is speaking to me rather he knows it or not,
Lord, I believe that he wants me back secretly,
Father, these emotions I don't know how to untangle or make sense of,
I want to erase this poem,
but something tells me not to,
tells me that it makes sense.
Holy Father, you mean alot to me,
help me to understand you and
all of your ways.
Father my hopes of my husband comming back,
make me sad,
I don't know how to feel when I have this emotion.
Father, I have been told that I have mental illness,
father everything else that I have asked you is comming true,
could that mean that my husband and I will be back together soon?
Sometimes I feel like I am from another world
and I wonder why can't I have someone to share those feelings with.
My soul aches father and I don't know why.
Something tells me to erase this and quit writing it
and something tells me that It is okay
and this is a very beautiful poem.Please pray for me. It is urgent. I need God to soften my husbands heart
to love me again.For my husband to find that he loves me more than the other woman he is with. For the Spirit of depression to leave me and all negative Spirits. For negative Spirits to leave my husband and may something that I do or say lead him to God and me.
Pray for Ryan to be good for me and he will not marry the other woman and will come back to me. I pray that he will take these next few days and really weigh out the odds for the rest of his life and how he is going to spend them.For him to think about the trusting times that we had, for him to realize the different reasons why I cheated on him and abused him, in a forgiving, Godly manner. For God to convict his Spirit that he is married and when you get married you only get one chance. I pray that God will show Ryan many many reasons why he should consider talking to me once again. I pray that, if he has to wait until that girl he is with leaves or goes to bed to talk to me, that he will even do that. I miss him and I am desperate for any kind of attention that he will give me. I pray that God will tell Ryans Spirit all the things that he needs to hear about me and about God. I pray that God will convict Ryan to come home to me in Missouri and make things brand new,foreget the past.
I pray that the Holy Spirit will pray for all that I have left out anything .for restoration of my marriage