Still looking for Disfigured Soulmate

Surak · #1 (**permalink**) 06-26-2008, 08:30 PM

I'm still looking for a new Female soulmate to replace the one who passed away. As I am in 30ish age-range, so I want the lady to be 30ish. It's alright if the Female is crippled and has disfigurement because my previous soulmate had NF (neuro-fibromatosis), tumors which caused crippleness and deformities. So I am used to having such a soulmate, and will welcome another Woman with such physical similarities.

Prayers will be appreciated too, along with any constructive suggestions. By the way, should I make a financial donation to increase effectiveness of the prayers? I have not made any donations yet, so I wonder if that's the reason that my prayers don't get answered.

ZephThree17 · #2 (**permalink**) 06-27-2008, 03:48 PM

Abba Father, strengthen Surak with conviction in belief and faith in Christ Yeshua's *Jesus* love for him; and Your desire, LORD, to have an intimate relationship with him.

Father, may the broken heart that Surak has experienced in losing his soul-mate be healed. May Surak come to understand that Yeshua *Jesus* understands his heart well.

Father GOD, it's not Your will that Surak should suffer lonliness of heart, or that this lonliness become a trait of his character. So, Merciful Father, we pray that You relieve his loneliness. Make Surak very aware of Your presence, LORD, in his life to be a very present help in times of trouble.

In Psalm 25:14, GOD’s word calls his people “the secret of the LORD.” This isn’t a secret like you or I would know a secret. It’s a rich Hebrew phrase that was difficult to translate into the English language. It really portrays a tight-knit group of intimate friends; with unconditional trust; a place where weaknesses, strengths, successes and failures are shared. Surak, the pill to relieve our pain from loneliness isn’t one that just one of us can swallow. We must all dive in to become the “secret of the LORD”-so tight knit that we share real things in real time. That means we take off the mask and be transparent - such as you have done here, Surak, - by being very open and honest with the prayer that's on your own heart. It's this kind of open-faced approach that is required, so intimacy in, and with, Christ can grow as our friendships as Christian brothers and sisters can grow - so deep that our relationship with Christ and each other aid us in our times of deepest need. Our choice is that simple, really, the mask or aid.

Merciful Father, assist Surak in his quest to find true friendship and love. May he first come to understand and to really know how deeply You, precious Saviour, love him and deeply yearn to become first in his life, to become that true and trusted loving friend to him.

Father GOD, You have already given Surak the physical, emotional, and spiritual will to overcome so many obstacles that have risen before him. How many times has Surak faced what he perceived to be impossible, hopeless situations and withstood them - and discovered creative solutions through which to surmount and master them. You've stregthened him again and again. May Surak know that he knows, that You will never fail him.

May Surak thirst for You, loving Father. May he come to welcome Your love for him and Your desire to be right by his side through every day of his life. Help Surak, LORD Yeshua *Jesus* to make the effort to come closer to You now.
Help him long and yearn and strive for trust and complete faith in Your love, mercy, kindness, understanding, and friendship, strive for Your nearness. To know You in all Your glory and splendor and to know how deep Your desire to love him and be first in his life.
Help Surak to put his faith in You, Yeshua *Jesus* Christ, to perfect everything that concerns him. Amen and Amen

ZephThree17 · #3 (**permalink**) 06-28-2008, 03:42 PM

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Originally Posted by ZephThree17

Abba Father, strengthen Surak with conviction in belief and faith in Christ Yeshua's *Jesus* love for him; and Your desire, LORD, to have an intimate relationship with him. Father, may the broken heart that Surak has experienced in losing his soul-mate be healed. May Surak come to understand that Yeshua *Jesus* understands his heart well. Father GOD, it's not Your will that Surak should suffer lonliness of heart, or that this lonliness become a trait of his character. So, Merciful Father, we pray that You relieve his loneliness. Make Surak very aware of Your presence, LORD, in his life to be a very present help in times of trouble. In Psalm 25:14, GOD’s word calls his people “the secret of the LORD.” This isn’t a secret like you or I would know a secret. It’s a rich Hebrew phrase that was difficult to translate into the English language. It really portrays a tight-knit group of intimate friends; with unconditional trust; a place where weaknesses, strengths, successes and failures are shared. Surak, the pill to relieve our pain from loneliness isn’t one that just one of us can swallow. We must all dive in to become the “secret of the LORD”-so tight knit that we share real things in real time. That means we take off the mask and be transparent - such as you have done here, Surak, - by being very open and honest with the prayer that's on your own heart. It's this kind of open-faced approach that is required, so intimacy in, and with, Christ can grow as our friendships as Christian brothers and sisters can grow - so deep that our relationship with Christ and each other aid us in our times of deepest need. Our choice is that simple, really, the mask or aid. Merciful Father, assist Surak in his quest to find true friendship and love. May he first come to understand and to really know how deeply You, precious Saviour, love him and deeply yearn to become first in his life, to become that true and trusted loving friend to him. Father GOD, You have already given Surak the physical, emotional, and spiritual will to overcome so many obstacles that have risen before him. How many times has Surak faced what he perceived to be impossible, hopeless situations and withstood them - and discovered creative solutions through which to surmount and master them. You've stregthened him again and again. May Surak know that he knows, that You will never fail him. May Surak thirst for You, loving Father. May he come to welcome Your love for him and Your desire to be right by his side through every day of his life. Help Surak, LORD Yeshua *Jesus* to make the effort to come closer to You now. Help him long and yearn and strive for trust and complete faith in Your love, mercy, kindness, understanding, and friendship, strive for Your nearness. To know You in all Your glory and splendor and to know how deep Your desire to love him and be first in his life. Help Surak to put his faith in You, Yeshua *Jesus* Christ, to perfect everything that concerns him. Amen and Amen

Abba Father, with gratefulness for Your kindness and love that You lavish upon us; we continue to lift Surak up in love to You, Father, praying, and believing without wavering, for healing of Surak's broken heart; and in joyful expectation we wait upon You, LORD, to perfect those things which concern him. In Yeshua's name we pray, Amen and Amen

Surak · #4 (**permalink**) 06-28-2008, 09:01 PM

Thank you to the two of you for your prayers. From what I've seen, most of the prayers seem to be requested for problems of Marital Relationships which have developed into bitter hostilities. In MY case, it was different in that the relationship was loving and harmonious, except that she died. The gnawing thought in my mind is that because her Death was BEYOND my control, I wonder if it was meant to punish me. After all, I had NO control over her death at all, so her death is NOT my fault. So why does God punish me with a loved one's Death? If someone could only explain.

ZephThree17 · #5 (**permalink**) 06-29-2008, 12:58 PM

Dear Surak,

Knowingly or unknowingly your pursuits have been for truth, and the LORD promises that
"ye shall Know the truth, and the truth will make you free." (John 8:32).

Surak, you, me, or anyone else, must finally realize that truth is not a philosophy or an intellectual pursuit, but Truth Is Embodied In The Person Of Jesus Christ. {Yeshua}.

When we come to the end intellectually we find the fulness of Christ there; then we find it is the only rational, intellectual understanding possible - just to take The Christ, Yeshua, at His Word and simply rest in it.

When the Father begins to deal with us and we begin to find life empty, we realize there is an unsatisfied need met with frustration and guilt. When the anxiety is no longer bearable or its negative effect on the spouse and/or family, disrupts normal living, the person is willing to seek GOD's answer for his or her life. In GOD's dealing with the individual it is not only expected but desirable that depletion of emotional reserves or resources be accomplished. It is only as the soul strength is broken that GOD can begin to meet a person's Real Needs. The needs of these precious people with "problems of Marital Relationships" is only one example. As one becomes incresingly unable to cope with life [due to one's own choices - or not] he or she has no recourse but to let go of self and let GOD bring about His perfect will, His perfect love, His perfect healing, His perfect deliverence, His perfect salvation..

It's easy to find ourselves in bondage to Self.
Self-ishness, Self-centerdness, Self-pride, Self-greed, Self-fulfillment, Self-pity,
Self-hatred, Self-seeking, (just fill in the blank). The Bible Calls It All Sin.
Missing The Mark.
Repentance means to have a change of heart, to turn around, to leave behind one's past, failure or mistakes, things that produced unhealthy fruit in a one's heart, character, behavior, life! - and turn to the Father through the Son of His Love, Yeshua.
It has always been His perfect will and plan to give us a hope and Good Future.
(Jeremiah 29:11)
Sin destroys lives. It destroys the life of the person who lives in sin - whether a person destroys him or herself - Or their sins destroy another human being - sin destroys lives!

This earth that we live in now is sin-cursed. Sin Touches Everything And Everybody! Whether physical, emotional or spiritual. Sin can Not produce life. Sin only produces death. Death to self and others.

I assure you, dear Surak, you are not being punished by GOD. Your soul-mate was Not being punished by GOD.

The Devil Is A liar! A Theif! A Murderer! A Destroyer! And there truely does exist a spiritual world around us, a spiritual darkness, an evil present in the earth, cruel, vindictive, cunning, manipulating, and indeed roams throughout the earth seeking whom it may devour.

"My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge." (Hosea 4)
They have Rejected the knowledge of GOD!
Because we have rejected GOD, Himself, we also reject the knowledge that GOD possesses! As a result we are on our own to reap what we've sown, as well as reap what others have sown. Seeds produce crops. And lets not forget the chaff and weeds sown in spiritual darkness.
"My people are destroyed for a lack of knowledge!"

It is always an awesome and somewhat frightening prospect to lose control, which is exactly what must happen if GOD is to take control. As the Holy Spirit makes the life of Christ a reality within an individual, his life is integrated physchologically, physically and spiritually. The impulsive Apostle Peter followed his emotions while with the LORD Yeshua and while "walking afar off" until he began To Be Led By The Spirit After The Resurrection Of Christ.

It bears repeating; "ye shall Know the truth, and the truth will make you free."
(John 8:32)

"You will seek Me and find Me when you search for Me with all your heart."
(Jeremiah 29:13)

Surak, I sought with all my heart to know the person Christ Yeshua, and I discovered my sight. I've come to understand more from His answers, than I have questions. And as I've continued my search to know Him, I have found my true identity.
In Christ Alone. love zephthree17

Abba Father, in Your infinite goodness, You have set a table for Surak's body, and Your Providence feeds it, clothes it, and maintains it like the lilies of the field and the birds of the air. You know Surak's needs, his pains, his preoccupations with the past, the present, and the future - and You provide for everything with a paternal love. O LORD, I pray, Surak will feel comfortable to confide in You, to cast all his cares upon You, certain that You have the remedy. Confident You have the answers. May Surak entrust his life to You, the life of his body, his earthly life with all its necessities, its pains, its hunger for the infinite. Only You, LORD, can fill up the emptiness in his heart, only You can remove a spirit of heaviness with a garment of praise. Only You can seal him in Your Holy Spirit unto the day of redemption in Christ Yeshua. In Christ alone can Surak be brought to his ideal of sanctity - union with You.

LORD Yeshua the Christ, Son of the living GOD, while nailed to the Cross, Your arms extended in love for the redemption of Surak's life - and to fulfill Your Heart desire to have an intimate relationship with him.
For Surak to come to truely Know You and Not just know About You, through the eyes of the world -
You, LORD, drank the cup of unspeakable sorrows.

Abba Father, I pray that You will have the desire of Your heart. Amen and Amen

ZephThree17 · #6 (**permalink**) 06-30-2008, 10:17 AM

Father, may the beauty of Your love for Surak, and the power of Your resurrection be made manifest in his life. LORD Yeshua *Jesus* may Your virtue shield Surak. May Your strength go before him, to cut like a sword through any deceitful, lieing, confusing, misleading, misrepresentation of Your love and the joy of Your salvation in Christ Yeshua. Alleluia! Amen and Amen

ZephThree17 · #7 (**permalink**) 07-06-2008, 03:17 PM

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Originally Posted by ZephThree17

Abba Father, strengthen Surak with conviction in belief and faith in Christ Yeshua's *Jesus* love for him; and Your desire, LORD, to have an intimate relationship with him. Father, may the broken heart that Surak has experienced in losing his soul-mate be healed. May Surak come to understand that Yeshua *Jesus* understands his heart well. Father GOD, it's not Your will that Surak should suffer lonliness of heart, or that this lonliness become a trait of his character. So, Merciful Father, we pray that You relieve his loneliness. Make Surak very aware of Your presence, LORD, in his life to be a very present help in times of trouble. In Psalm 25:14, GOD’s word calls his people “the secret of the LORD.” This isn’t a secret like you or I would know a secret. It’s a rich Hebrew phrase that was difficult to translate into the English language. It really portrays a tight-knit group of intimate friends; with unconditional trust; a place where weaknesses, strengths, successes and failures are shared. Surak, the pill to relieve our pain from loneliness isn’t one that just one of us can swallow. We must all dive in to become the “secret of the LORD”-so tight knit that we share real things in real time. That means we take off the mask and be transparent - such as you have done here, Surak, - by being very open and honest with the prayer that's on your own heart. It's this kind of open-faced approach that is required, so intimacy in, and with, Christ can grow as our friendships as Christian brothers and sisters can grow - so deep that our relationship with Christ and each other aid us in our times of deepest need. Our choice is that simple, really, the mask or aid. Merciful Father, assist Surak in his quest to find true friendship and love. May he first come to understand and to really know how deeply You, precious Saviour, love him and deeply yearn to become first in his life, to become that true and trusted loving friend to him. Father GOD, You have already given Surak the physical, emotional, and spiritual will to overcome so many obstacles that have risen before him. How many times has Surak faced what he perceived to be impossible, hopeless situations and withstood them - and discovered creative solutions through which to surmount and master them. You've stregthened him again and again. May Surak know that he knows, that You will never fail him. May Surak thirst for You, loving Father. May he come to welcome Your love for him and Your desire to be right by his side through every day of his life. Help Surak, LORD Yeshua *Jesus* to make the effort to come closer to You now. Help him long and yearn and strive for trust and complete faith in Your love, mercy, kindness, understanding, and friendship, strive for Your nearness. To know You in all Your glory and splendor and to know how deep Your desire to love him and be first in his life. Help Surak to put his faith in You, Yeshua *Jesus* Christ, to perfect everything that concerns him. Amen and Amen

You are the Word that became flesh and dwelt among us (John 1:14)
the Word of Life. (1 John 1:1)
You are Immanuel - GOD with us. (Isaiah 7:14)
Let Your righteousness and strength fill Surak's life. You are the Light of Salvation, of what should he be afraid? (Psalms 27:1)
LORD, Thank You for always being with Surak.

Exalt Your Name in all the earth, LORD. Alleluia!
Exalt Your Name in Surak's life, LORD, so that he will see, and comprehend, that Your love for him, reaching out to him, inviting him into Your embrace is all that really matters.

May Surak stand in awesome reverence of Your matchless gift of love for him, for, even though You are King of kings and LORD of lords, You willingly died for him.

At Your Name, every knee must bow and every tongue must confess that You are LORD to the Glory of GOD the Father, (Philippians 2:10)
yet You are GOD in whom we live and move and have our being (Acts 17:28) in whom all our needs are met. (Philippians 4:19)

Fill us with Your Spirit, LORD, and we will give ourselves continually to prayer and Your Word. Fill Surak with wisdom and increase his faith, helping him to draw upon Your strength, and the power of Your Spirit each day of his life.

Thank You for the fruit of Your Spirit.
(Galatians 5:22-25)
May Surak taste of Your fruit and hunger after You. Bless Surak, LORD, that he may share the fruit of the Spirit in the lives of Your Believers, leading them into Your goodness and righteousness and truth. (Ephesians 5:9)

Alleluia! In the Name of Christ Yeshua...
Amen and Amen