pray for my marriage.I miss him! I pray that Ryan will come back to me, rather he is a Christian or not. May I be able to be a good example to him and my children and may he come closer to the Lord through my leading and examples. I pray for Strength to be a good wife and mother. I pray that I will get to see my kids soon. I pray that the letters that I am sending to my children and to my husband will touch their hearts deeply and lead all of them closer to Jesus and closer to me. I pray that I will be close enough to Jesus, to get the desire of wanting my husband to come back to me will happen. I pray that Ryan will come back to me soon, I pray that he will leave the party life that he is living and come to his senses that he has a beautiful wife, who has never stopped waiting on him, who has never stopped loving him, who wants to be what he neeeds and that he will come home. I pray that the even though he may not be a Christian, that the Lord, will put a strong conviction on his heart to try and work things out with me, that God will send his mind and soul good feelings about me. I pray that God will step in his life and interfere and take all the negative thoughts that he has about me and over ride them with pure love. May my husband come home soon.I pray that I will remain strong, no matter what the world says, or what the world calls me, or any other thing, may none of the words of the world bring me down or make me give up on my husband, Ryan Allstun. I also pray for his salvation. I pray that the letters that I have been writing him will make him do nothing but fall back in love with me. I pray that Ryans love can be safe with me and that I will give it all to the Lord for him. I will be what Jesus wants me to be. I will be a good influence on him. I will try to win him to the Lord and do everything that the Lord tells me. Holy!HOly!HOlY! Lord, bring this wonderful man home to his "new" "reborn" wife. Father, I ask you to let me be the one to bring Jesus into the life of my children, Devon,Kymberli,Katelynn, and to my husband Ryan Allstun. Father may I water the seeds that others have planted in his heart. Father, help me to reach him. Father, I believe in you. Heavenly Father, take Ryans worries and fears away. Father, live in his heart as you do mine. You are HOly! You control the world. Father, please bring Ryan back to me. Father, I will continue to grow, I will take my children to church with me, Lord I will try to get Ryan in church. Father, If Ryan and I have difficulties, I will pray to you. Father, I will not be ashamed to pray to you in front of my kids or in front of Ryan. Father, if I have troubles with the children I will pray and call prayer warriors or call others who know alot about parenting or send prayer requests onlind. Father, thank you for comming into my life so that I can be a good example for my family, Lord, I cant quote the verse, but I know that in the bible it says that the household will be saved. HOly are you Oh great Lord, you will save my husband. Holy is the Lord. Lord, let me not loose faith.Some people are so mean. Help me to not be as mean and rude and greedy and mouthy as others Lord, I have seen what they do and it turns me away and even closer to you. Father, thank you for comming into my life. Holy! Holy are you. Your mighty presence feels so good to me, my heart longs for you. Father help me to find the words and actions to make Ryan return to me. Father, I want to have true love with Ryan Allstun. Lord, let Ryan find this on the internet and may it lead us closer together.In Jesus holy most wonderful name, I pray and send my prayer request to this ministry and all over the internet. Amen. |