This is not an emergency or nothing, but I could use some prayers tonight!

Today, my sister had a talk with me about me going back to my home in Missouri. She is concerned that I will get off track with God. (Getting off track means not going to church faithfully.) She is concerned about my husband, and I getting back together because of the things that he has done, and how low I was when I came to stay with her!

I can understand her concerns about my husband. Though, I was just getting comfortable with the idea that this could really work! Right now I am feeling kind of down. You know, if it is going to work, I need to feel secure. I can't be constantly pulled this way, and that. Having to reassure everyone that I will be OK no matter what happens! I told her that I was going to go to school to be a nurse soon, and that even if things went south with Tom, I would have something to look forward to, and make a nice living for myself, and this is why I would be OK!

Anyway, I would just like some prayer tonight. Tom does listen to my concerns RE: our marriage! But, he also needs to know that I can forgive him, and we won't be living in hell on earth! I am feeling pressure from both sides!!! Thanks for everything you do!!! Please pray for me!!!

Thanks "ibelieve 4ever"! I am so tired of holding everyone up in my life. When will it be my time to rest for a little while? I just want some peace! What you wrote me brought a tear to my eye!!! Thanks for being such a good sister in the Lord!!!

Heavenly Father I feel it on my heart to come back and say another Pray for kweig Lord. I love this sister in Christ Lord and I just feel that she needs to know that we do care and she is on our hearts. Lord PLEASE lift her up tonight and let her have NO FEAR Lord. We ask that You PLEASE keep Your hand on her. Send her a sign that everything is well and You are in control Lord. Lord we know that You are SO GREAT and we ask that You PLEASE just comfort her when she goes to bed tonight and give her a peace like she has never had Lord. We just ask for Your Angels to be right at her bed side tonight and she leaves ALL her doubt at the Foot of the Cross Lord. We Thank You for giving us kweig she is a very special person in You and You have GREAT Things for her and Tom. Lord we Thank You and Praise You in Jesus Name Amen and Amen

~kweig just wanted you to know that we love you. The Lord is GREAT and I thank you for ALL the Prayers you have said for me and my family. You know they are working and I just feel so good right now Shane told me tonight that he would be home and he just is different and I know that satan is trying to keep him away to see if he can turn me from God and to see if he can bring up other things so Shane dont come home because satan dont want us together but HE LOST!!! I Pray that what ever is keeping Shane away gets removed and he comes home SOON. You know thats ALL he kept telling me today I will be home soon honey...and I love you...oh how sweet it was to hear that. I wanted to say Thank You for Praying and you know that You and Tom will be in my Prayers FOREVER!!! I will NEVER stop Praying for you both. Again you are my sister in Christ and I love you. Praise be to God.

Wow! There's more than one tear now. Not sad tears, but tears of happiness, and comfort! It is just so amazing what one, or two prayers can do!!!

Praise the Lord for your good report RE: Shane. You tell Shane, that I am praying for you both, and pulling for you guys! You know what? If I were Shane, I would be afraid not to do right by you, as you are a child of God, and everything he does to you, he does to him! I would be afraid to hurt you, as I wouldn't want to mess with God. *The Bible says that we are to fear him, and from the stories I read I wouldn't mess with any of God's children. (Maybe it wouldn't hurt to tell Shane this, huh?)

I have told Shane that I am Praying and so are alot of people and he was quiet. I find it so funny how God works because just last week he told me he was never comnig back and then this week he cant wait to get home. God is SOOOOO Great and I Praise him for it. You know I had thought about giving up but it was funny I took off my wedding rings and my finger got a funny feeling in it and I kept them off all night and then I couldnt sleep and the next day I put them back on and I just had this feeling from God telling me " You said you would not give up on him like everyone else what are you doing" and I got on my knees and Prayed SO HARD for Shane and My Marriage. I told God my Marriage would last and I would wait as long as it took but I WOULD NOT GIVE UP ON Shane. And you wanna know what was funny Shane told me today PLEASE Honey dont give up on me. I told that I WOULD NEVER give up on him I did tell him I thought about it but then I just Prayed and I knew God was going to send him home to me. Praise God. I could not believe it when Shane told me that we would be married forever because he was NOT going to divorce me I would have to divorce him and he knew that would NEVER Happen....haha Well anyways I just wanted you to know that I love you and I WILL ALWAYS Pray for you. Dont give up God is working in Tom and he wants you to be with Tom to see what His work is doing. Praise the Lord.

Kweig...I, too went through the same thing. I heard "HOW can you keep letting him hurt you?" "How can you be so forgiving"...and so on.. Well, our God loves us and forgives us even when we hurt him. I keep in my mind that when doubt is placed in my head/heart that it is the devil...I have fought 10 long hard years for my marriage and FINALLY, Praise God, it is getting to where it should be. AND, I had to look back on my life and the life I was living before when things were bad. I tried to figure everything out on my own, and made my own decisions without consulting my Almighty Savior. Remember the other night when I said in one of my posts (if you read it) that if the devil can't get to us , he get's to our families..friends...bosses...etc. That is what is happening now. Your family is ultimately concerned about you, of course, but they don't have the love in their hearts for Tom and my husband that you and I do. We can't tell them that we will be ok..we have to SHOW them....actions are much more powerful than words. Keep the faith girl...keep praying...everything is going to work out for the Glory of God, and you and I both know it. Pray believing ..and pray without ceasing..God is going to bless you more than he already has and we will pray that your family softens their hearts and welcomes Tom back into the family and into their lives as you have.

We pray that everything get's easier for you...and for Tom.

Praise the Lord for my sisters who have prayed for me! I will keep the faith. Thanks for the encouraging words, and the words of wisdom. I will hide it in my heart!

Update: I talked with Tom on the phone. In the past we talk about God, and wanting to live a christian life, but not everyone has the same view of it. I asked Tom if he was going to keep trying to get closer, and closer to the Lord, and he said yes, and then elaborated on it. I know that were both on the same page of where we are going with our lives, and this is going to make a huge impact on our lives, and marriage! I just can't believe this! I feel like i've struck gold, and you know what, I guess I have!!! What a concept, a christian marriage! Why couldn't I have learned this long ago! All I can do is from today forward! Amen?!!! Thanks again for your prayer support! Sincerely, kweig!!!

Dear Heavenly Father, Please be with Kweig as she struggles with the decisions she must make in her life. Please give her a sign that will let her know for sure what she should do. Also, please be with her family that they may encourage her in the way she needs to go. Please touch her sister's heart that she may see exactly what you would have for Kweig. Please give them all comfort and help them to keep the faith that you are working in their favor at all times. For this we pray in Jesus name. AMEN

Thank you Robin for this prayer! Something is going on right now which is a little unsettling. Please everyone pray about my unspoken request. Actually, I have two of them. Both are important to me, and I want to do the right thing!!! Thanks to all my faithful prayer warriors!!!