I want to ask for forgiveness for treating someone important to me, who has helped out so much, for causing them any stress because of my situation at home right now. I am sincerely sorry and I want us to be happy and do good together. I want to treat them with respect and in no way tell them anything that would hurt them. I am a good person and sometimes the words I speak, don't come out how I want them to and then they take it the wrong way. I want to apologize and ask for forgiveness. I appreciate everything they have done for me, as well as being a good person and friend. God please let them know I care and that I did not in any way mean to disrespect or make them upset. God Bless you and I pray and believe things will run smoothly from here on out. I have been handed an opportunity and in no way do I want to risk loosing friendship and everything else that comes with it.

I am sure you will be forgiven. Sometimes people overreact or get upset easily and it takes time to come back to your senses and realize fighting and arguing are things that are not positive. He wants us to treat each other with respect and love. I get into arguments and get upset sometimes and then after a while I realize how much I love and respect that person, and that it's just not worth it in the end. That is something in life that more people need to understand. We need to be more understanding and loving towards each other. Attention is something that is very important to me, I observe and take things into view that some people don't see. Blessings

I have realized that you cannot let conflicts at home interfere with your outside life. Why risk loosing something because of something that is not important. Just apologize and everything should be ok, you seem like a good person and I am sure you will be forgiven and in time things will go good in your life and actions. God Bless you all

I totally agree with Angel's reply. Do what you want to do, if you believe God is telling you to go a certain way, or change something, do what feels right. Be a leader and not a follower and you can accomplish anything in life. God Bless

Thank you all for your advice and words, I will keep them in my mind and thought's. You are all in my prayers.