Alone on the holidays/pray for my family

i woke up this morning and realized we are only a few days away from christmas this will be my first holiday spent alone away from the comfort of my family. its a little tough being im only 21 years old and the first sibling of the family to go out and try to make it on my own. on the down side... being away from that security blanket called home. what hit me hardest was going to the shopping centers this morning and seeing all the family's together rushing around getting there last minute gifts for eachother...thats when my heart sunk...please pray for my family..i also want to send them the best holiday wishes and im so sorry i cant be there to spend time with them i havent seen them in almost a year now..i also pray for god to give me the strength to stay positive GODBLESS music is love