God's plan

I just recently lost my six figure job, and I am not sure what God is trying to teach me through this. I never thought that I was conceited or arrogant or took credit for what happened in my life. I was/am proud of what I do/did. I pray for God's will in my life, and for God to reveal His plan for my life, but I am still not sure what all of this is suppossed to be teaching me....yes, yes I know rely on God and He will provide, blah blah. I have thought of it all and have heard it all...character, a deeper relationship with God, teach me to pray differently, teach me to rely on God, not on myself, God has a master plan for my life....It is so easy to give canned advice when it is not you, how many people out there have lost a six figure job out of the blue, and now you have absolutely no clue how you are going to pay the bills? God will provide, yes I know the answer, but you know what....I have no clue why this has happened and what God's plan is for me and my wife. I have been reading the Bible constantly and praying, and guess what... still no closer than before. I don't know, we will seen happens, because guess what I have no other choice than to trust in God and see what happens, it is not so much faith as it is deperation.