Feeling very lonely

A lot of the people who frequent this sit knows some of the despair that I have felt over my situation. They also somewhat know of my situation. Tonight, I am feeling just plain alone. I know that God is with me, but it is not the same as having a husband who is with you. *** Recently he called me. I would like to just talk to someone about what has been going on. I would like for someone to pray, and believe with me! ***Lately my posts have not been being posted in the forum. I have had no comments, or prayers for my prayer requests. I am not sure if I am doing something wrong when I am posting my requests, or why I do not see my reqests with the others, and where all of them are posted. Can anyone help me to find out why this is happening?***