I want to thank everyone who has replied already. It is really appreciated by both Chris and myself. I have read him the replies (during our 15 minute collect calls from jail) and he actually cried because you took time out of your day to give him (someone you don't even know) words of encouragement and make him feel like there is a chance for him. We have also spoken about how maybe this was God's way of showing us that he really is there for us even though we messed up. Thankyou again for your words. Chris wants me to print them out and send them to him in jail so he can read them whenever he feels down. I see how God's words and your acts of kindness bring such happiness and hope to him it has made me seriously want to bring God into my life. Thankyou.