I pray that you will soon learn to laugh at the devil when he tries to attack you with doubt, fear or temptation or the many different angles he may try to torment you. I pray that you will grow stronger every day in your faith and find peace and comfort in knowing that the Lord Our God will always have the final say when the devil comes at us in his relentless attacks. I pray that God will give clarity to Shane and counsel him even as he sleeps. I hope I can give you some hope in telling you that my husband left me for two years. Not in the physical sense of the word. We were still living in the same house, but he was involved with another woman and had a VERY difficult time letting go of that emotional tie with her. She was also relentless in her persuit of him and he of her, but one day after two years of constant prayers and seeking God's strength and wisdom I can feel that he is back with me emotionally and that he is at peace with being in this marraige. Waiting for God's time was very excruciating for me, but because I did not give up or give in to the devils temptation to get even, and because I forgave my husband , I feel like I was rewarded from God with this new sense of calm that was not in the first part of my marraige. Do I still have bad moments. Of Course!!!! But they are reduced to moments instead of weeks or days. I know that I am much Stronger in my Faith because of those two years of pain and worry.. I hope this testimony helps to give you strength when you need it.. Bless you. I will be praying for you and Shane.

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"There is in the deepest center of a believers' soul a chamber of peace where God dwells and where, if we will only enter in and hush every other sound, we will hear His still voice." A.B. Simpson