sweet girl may the Lord Jesus Christ dwell upon your home and marriage. no matter what happens GOD is the only one who will never leave you. as you pray ask GOD to let his will be done. GOD wants the best for you and your husband so trust in him completely and surround yourself with positive christians and positive family. as for you. you are a beautiful child of GOD and i admire your courage.God loves you he will never leave you.i know this personally i have gone through so much pain in my life and GOD restored my marriage my husband stoped smoking and other bad habits he is a devoted christian and our marriage has been so blessed by GOD it was neither quick nor easy but the strenghth that GOD gives me everyday is unbeliveable. trust in him.trust in him and never never give up fighting for good. be blessed in Jesus name Amen.