The last 3 months have been very difficult for me when I finally found true love its gone. My exboyfriend and i broke up in january ever since i've been broken hearted. I know we both love each other dearly. We still communicate and tell each other "i love you". Before our break up we fought for the last 2 months. The reasons were insignificant but they eslcated to big fights. I have been to counseling trying to figure out why out relationship turned sour. I discovered i had abandonment issues from prior relationships and i acted out on my ex-boyfriend. Since then i've learn so much and know now how to make our relationship a good healthly relationship. I have told Edward what i have learned and how we can make it work for us. I love him dearly, we once talked about committment and marriage. But he feels he needs time alone and its breaking my heart knowing that we're not together. I know he loves me but i'm scared he may stray else where. I did some soul seaching, I told him I love him and i'm ready to commit. At first he would tell me this and i wasn't ready but now I am and says he feels I hurt him and needs time to do his own soul searching. I'm very broken hearted and everyday that goes by i my heart feels empty and i feel very lonely. I pray everyday for our relationship to reconcile. I cry myself to sleep evey night, and i feel i'm sinking into a depression. I started seeing a therapist again but i can't seem to adjust to us being apart. Please I need your prayers and God Bless you.