The Lord is close to the broken hearted and is a healer of depression. I pray that the Lord fulfils your life because when he does, you will be fulfilled, have enough running over and space in your life for a healthy relastionship. The blessings of the Lord makes 'rich' and adds no 'sorrow'. When you find the person you should be with, it would be 'natural' and there would be no drama or depression or anxiety with it. Look to the Lord, He will give you what you need and the right person at the right time. You don't need to try to do the Lord's work for Him.