 Help - I need lots of prayers for my broken heart
How can mere words tell you about someone who has captured your soul, has gotten into your heart and lit it on fire. How can you describe love? It’s an enigma, a thing that either is or isn’t. You cannot make someone love you; they either do or they don’t. You cannot force yourself to love someone if it just isn’t in you. You can’t. Thus, how can I possibly tell you about this guy for you to pray for him and me? But, I will try anyway, because I need to.
I know this sounds like a petty prayer request, but heart is heavy and I’m feeling so depressed and down. It’s simple really. Since December last year, I started personal fitness training with a guy who works at my gym. He’s very young, but we hit it off big-time emotionally. He developed a crush on me, and I like him a lot. But, we flirted so much during our workouts, that I felt I was not behaving appropriately. So, I ended our training together, and we now see one another only at the gym and only a couple of days a week. We have not dated, and he has not asked me out (yet).
And, that’s the crux of the matter. I know he cares, and I know he has deep feelings for me, as I do for him. Whenever I do go to the gym lately, he seems to come over to where I am and at least say hi, even though he may be training a client. A couple of times, he even left his client to come talk with me. We have overcome so much in our relationship, and now for the last week or so we see one another at the gym and say hi. But, we may need a miracle to come together. I’m old fashioned and don’t believe that a girl should pursue a guy, and he’s young and who knows what the guy is going through.
So, I’m asking for prayer that he and I can communicate outside the gym and find a relationship with one another to enjoy, because life is too short. I ask that God will help both of us to reach out to one another, and soon, very, very soon, for us to be together. After all, I will never know if this guy is the one for me unless we can get together and spend some time with one another privately.
Thanks so much.
From,
I Believe In Miracles (Kim)
And, it looks as if I’ll need a big miracle here!!!!  |