I have had no experiences with demonic spirits, or at least not to that extreme. I don't even know what to say, except it sounds very evil. I do not want anything to do with this kind of thing. Unless God somehow told me that I needed to cast it out, or something of that nature. ***I pray that you try to stay away from this type of reading material. You are already restling with an evil spirit, and I don't want you to somehow give the devil an open door into your life. ***Anyway, this is just my opinion. Maybe someone else can help you with what to do about researching demonic spirits, and/or demon activity. ***I pray that someone leads you in what you should do when coming accross demonic material. I am still praying that the Lord will make himself real to you. ***However, I am not sure if he will make himself real to you while you are messing around with, and interested in demonic material. Anyone who has experience in this area, Please respond to Yon!