I keep praying for God to reveal himself to me- but nothing happens. I want to believe there is a God but he's making this difficult for me and i believe i've come to my wits end.

Something did happen a 3 or so nights ago but i think it was my head playing tricks on me. My bedroom is the basement, and it gets real real dark- just the way i like it. Anyway, I awoke at about 3 in the morning, and to my surprise i'm paralized; completley. I wonder if i'm dreaming, so i move my eyes, and i look at the VCR and its on, and the clock is working, and i def. did not feel like i was dreaming. my TV and everything, is in the right place.
Now- i swear this happend. I saw Aliens.. there were a few of them. They were Gray, and had big black eyes, and at this point i'm scared. I try to scream but i can't open my mouth, I can't even move a muscle.
So then, i see more, but now they are coming from under my sheets, kinda like Casper the friendly ghost (short and narrow but with Gray, big eyed alien faces instead) so i try to scream or talk but i can't.
I then decide i want to say "Jesus" so i try, but i can't say it. i try as hard as i can, for what felt like a long while, but i still cant say it. i decide ill muster all my strength and say it but i still can't, so i try, and try and finally a very faint, but still kinda loud and "Jesus" came out of my mouth, and they went away. I def. was not dreaming (or a normal type of dreaming) because there was no waking up. after they went away, i just turned my TV on- i didn't have to wake up to do it.

Does this mean anything? I've probably seen more scary movies than i should, and i researched around the internet, and i think i've experienced what are called night terrors or something.
Anyway, please pray for me

-Yonathan.