I have been severely depressed and completely lonely for some time now. The only people left in my life are either people being paid to listen or immediate family. My family takes my depression wrong, so I often turn them away when I need someone the most. I live alone in a unhealthy place (black mold) unable to move due to finances. I cannot even seem to find a friend to talk to...people just soon drop out as I guess I have too many problems and not enough good to compensate. I just need strength to find a way out of this hole I have built myself and to accept myself so others can do so as well.

Sandy.