I know you want to find the right soul mate...but that is where you might be going wrong. I believe that you will meet your soul mate, but you cannot look for them. You will find them in time, do not worry. When you keep looking, is when you might pass them by. I have hope for you and I know you will find that perfect person, to love and be with the rest of your life. I will pray for you and your situation, stay strong and don't look too hard, he will find you. My blessings-

-Jess