Hi....and you might have to change your member name to: "HealedHeart" soon , because I am sure with the prayer, support, encouragement, and love from member's here; your heart will be put back together again. I am sorry to hear of your situation as I known all about anxiety and depression. I have been there, as well as many others. You must realize that life Must and Will go on, and we have to believe that, even when we are facing the most difficult times, because that is usually when something wonderful is lying right around the corner. I will be praying for you, and don't do anything crazy, I have been in the same mindframe at a point in my life, and things changed for the better.Have Hope, as I do for you, and your situation. I welcome you to the praying.org family. Know that you are never alone here, we hear you, and are here for you. God Bless you-

-Jess