Marisa, I too, understand what you are going through, my husband left me and my kids 9 months ago. There are good days and bad. The only thing that helps me it prayers. I pray to god everyday for strength so I am not overtaken by the evil that lies above my head. You must believe in our Heavenly Father, because he is here for us. Have hope, faith and trust and god will do the rest. God Bless
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Heavenly Father,we are reminded by the Second Vatican Councilthat our family is a domestic Church where family prayer and mutual affection pay you special worship.Help us to be a family of love,support, forgiveness and courage.We ask this through Christ, our Lord