Hello, friend.
Our battle with the enemy goes on from the moment we close our eyes to sleep to the moment we open them to receive the day. "This is the day that the Lord hath made; we shall REJOICE and be glad in it"! Confusion is from the devil, not GOD. Live each day remembering that the devil is constantly roaming the earth seeking anyone who is weak and receptive to him, to destroy them. Not to lay them up a few days in the hospital. The devil wants you dead and buried six feet under so he can drag your soul to hell with him. (I am speaking "universally" for all of man) It is critical that we have humility toward others, including our enemies and those that despise our existence. Our lives...our behaviour...our non-verbals....they are like computers feeding information about us to the world. We are representatives of Christ and our lives ARE...our testimony to the world that WE ARE DIFFERENT from the world. We have been commissioned to go and FIND the spiritually lost, poor, and destitute. It is a commitment that is far BIGGER than we are, but Ephesians 6 is our ARMOUR against the fiery darts of the enemy. You just described how I have felt on MANY occasions, but I have disciplined myself to keep my eyes on the prize as the Apostle Paul said. Father, in Jesus Name, refresh and restore this precious believer. Increase and strengthen her energy and grant her Discerning of Spirits. Increase her fortitude and conviction to stand against the enemy. Lift up a standard against the powers of darkness, the principalities, and the father of ALL lies. Create a wall between them. Strengthen her commitment to remain on the path of righteousness leading to Eternal Life. We ask ALL for Your glory and honour! Amen!