I'm sorry to hear about your situation, I too, have gone through almost the same that you are right now. My husband left us 9 months ago, and like you I was sick to my stomache. I didn't eat for weeks. My neighbors would have to come over and bring food to feed both me and my children. It got to a point where my neighbor wouldn't leave my house until she saw me eat. It was really hard, and believe me I did not want to eat because my nerves were killing me. It took me a lot of support and prayers to get to this point I am in right now, and yes it is still hard, some days more than others. But you just have to have faith, hope and trust our heavenly father. He will guide you through this, you just have to let him. Pray and pray some more, he will help, but you must believe in him and want him to be number one in your life. You are not alone in this even though there are times where you feel like you are. We are all here for you, and so is god. God Bless You and Your Family I will be praying for you, STAY STRONG.
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Lord,
With your bright and open heart forgive me for showing darkness to the light.
Putting my back, to what is right was wrong and i have sinned against you.
Forgive me O merciful one because i have relised my wrong and i am sorry for what i have done.
Lord i am ready to contiue following in your footsteps.
Take me from the dark.
Hear me now O lord.
Amen