i am a new christian. i found myself really interested and ready to learn. the last couple of days i havent been as interested. i am not doing anything bad just afraid that i might not stick with it. lots of bad things have come against me since i decided to be a christian. my life wasnt so great before either. i really do believe and have faith that god can help me but im so afraid right now. i just want to be a good christian. please pray for my strength.