01-22-2008, 05:24 PM
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 Hi, Alisha
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Originally Posted by alisha_<3s_the_lord  hello my name is alisha and i am 16 years old i am trying to find out how my mom is viewing things. My mother is a constant drinker and smoker. She recently kicked me out of my house to make her boyfriend happy. how much i scream out in pain and just wish i had someone to go to i am confused and very hurt. A month later my younger sister was kicked out for the same reason i dont understand why she feels to love one more then the other. I thought we are all put here to be equally loved. When we went back to pick the rest of my sisters and i stuff up, my mother chose to make a joke of the situation and leave all of our stuff out in the rain. She had friends there to see what she does trying to start a fistr fight between my dad and her boyfriend she had her friends watching. I never felt so humiliated in my life. My mom drinks so much she now has health problems when i ask her why she choses to do these things i get into trouble. i nedd help |  Hello, Alisha, Thsi situation is one of the best examples I have read in a while that makes being a Christian extremely challenging. Why? Because GOD's love is beyond us. Our finite minds cannot begin to comprehend our infinite and eternal GOD. Around your age, things become soooooooo unbearable for me-no way out. I was Roman Catholic at the time. My situation was on par with yours, only mixed in with molestation, rage and violence, beatings so bad we were kemp from school...even more that I can't say because I am so wounded to this very day. I KNOW Christ and I KNOW that it wasn't my fault, but when you are the one being beaten by electrical cords and back handed because you aren't "smiling"; you are pouting....in your Roman Catholic mind, you are screaming to GOD for help and it isn't coming and you get beaten 100X more and GOD still isn't coming to help you. It is soooo easy for people to speak words when it isn't them or their own children being beaten and molested and back handed....I wanted to say that GOD sees, hears, knows, and understands all situations/circumstances. I tried twice to kill myself then, and miraculously, even I was dumb founded when I still woke up alive with not so much as a headache. I was intrigued that I didn't die. I am here to tell you, Alisha, GOD knows and sees and hears...believe it. Your mom is very ill and her body is breaking down physically from all of the drinking. Please get on your knees to pray for the salvation of your mom. She really has no clue of the damage that has occurred...meaning you girls...emotionally and psychologically. But YOU know the Lord enough this site for help. I believe GOD has touched you and it is your time to make the decision for everyone, little sister included. You have to be the grown-up, now. That means getting to a church and talking with the Pastor and getting baptized...both of you. That is only the beginning. Father, in Jesus name, preserve the seed that You have chosen in this family to guide them to the paths of righteousness and eternal life. We plead the blood of Jesus on their lives and ask You, Holy Spirit to wake them from their sleep. Blow Your wind into these young lives so that they may minister and witness to thier family. Watch over them and preserve their lives. Grow and mature them spiritiually, emotionally, psychologically and in every conceivable way. We ask in Jesus mighty name, Amen!  |