I read your thread, and I can't imagine what that must feel like, but I know it isn't easy to wait sometimes, although I believe everything happens for a reason, and the timing of things is tied into that. I would like you to have this prayer, and have Hope, and Believe that He has a plan for you, and staying Positive is the most important thing to keep in mind. Staying positive and really Believing this will happen is something you need to tell yourself. I have hope for you and other's do too. I and other's will pray for you. I send you many blessings and Pray for success to come your way-

" Lord, I choose to wait on You instead of waiting for things to happen. I refuse to run ahead of Your perfect will for my life. At the same time, I don't want to lag behind it either because of steps I have neglected to take. Show me where I have not been diligent to do things You want me to. I commit in trusting Your Word and delighting myself in You. I rest in You this day and wait patiently for You to bring to pass all that needs to happen in my life. Bless me with patience in the Process. " ( Psalm 27:14 )

He is listening to you, just stay strong and believe, I have hope for you. Blessings to all, - Jess