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Originally Posted by Kelsey411  So...I have been dealing with my feelings towards other girls for a while now. Almost...two years, as a matter of fact. I have told only my closest friends. Lately, with the pressures of high school and everything, it has been getting more and more difficult. Especially since the girl that I like ALOT is in my class everyday. I know this may be grossing some of you out but honestly, I dont know what to do anymore. I'm desperate for guidance and help. I know prayer is the best thing to do and I have been praying for help with this. I know patience is also, however, the best thing. I am a Christian. A huge one. I defend Him, love Him and talk to him often. I have so much on my shoulders and I feel sooo guilty everyday for these feelings that I experience. I can't help it, though. A week ago, one of my guy friends asked me out and we've been dating. I can't tell him about my problem. It would wreck everything.... *sigh* I dont know what to do. Please please please pray for me. |
Hi Kelsey,
Bless you for having such tremendous courage. It's more than I would have. Kelsey, ALL os us have "secret" sin that noone but GOD knows about. Whether it is in our thought life or manifested "secretly" physically in some form. Noone bourn to the human race enters Heaven because of anything "good" that we have done. People who sit in a church pew every Sunday for the rest of their lives aren't gauranteed to go to Heaven and by the same token, people who have never seen what the inside of a church looks like are going to hell. Especially at your age and the complexity of your situation, I am blown away by your sincerity to come and share with all of us. Thank you for asking for prayer. As humans, none of us can JUDGE another human being. GOD is the only "righteous" Judge and He sent His Son, Jesus (who you already know about) to redeem us from our sins. You are in a group of 6 BILLION people. Jesus died for ALL mankind and He commands us to love one another as ourselves. The toughest part is to love our ENEMIES and pray for those who persecute us and despitefully use us. These commands demonstrate that GOD has NO favourites. You and I and everyone here are in the same boat and He loves us all. His Commandments are meant to keep us on the paths of righteousness which leads to Eternal Life. You are a kind, GOD-fearing young man, it's obvious. Father, in Jesus name, let Your Holy Spirit move in Kelsey's life and direct his path to righteousness and Eternal Life. Surround him with Your love, mercy, grace, and favour. Show Him that by choosing to follow after you, that he has already made great strides in the right direction. Grant him Your wisdom to deal with the current situation at hand and let him be at peace with that decision. We ask all for Your glory and honour. In Jesus name, we pray. Be it unto us according to our faith and the Word of GOD. Amen!