 Boyfriend/Homeosexuality
So...I have been dealing with my feelings towards other girls for a while now. Almost...two years, as a matter of fact. I have told only my closest friends. Lately, with the pressures of high school and everything, it has been getting more and more difficult. Especially since the girl that I like ALOT is in my class everyday. I know this may be grossing some of you out but honestly, I dont know what to do anymore. I'm desperate for guidance and help. I know prayer is the best thing to do and I have been praying for help with this. I know patience is also, however, the best thing.
I am a Christian. A huge one. I defend Him, love Him and talk to him often. I have so much on my shoulders and I feel sooo guilty everyday for these feelings that I experience. I can't help it, though.
A week ago, one of my guy friends asked me out and we've been dating. I can't tell him about my problem. It would wreck everything.... *sigh*
I dont know what to do. Please please please pray for me. |