I want to be changed so I can say how I really feel about things and do what I have always wanted to do, but something always stops me. I know I will change my ways and not let other get in the way of what is best for me. I want to do so much in my life, and I guess I have to make a choice soon, whether or not it will be easy. I know how I feel and I have changed. There is something that I want. I pray that all goes well and I end up in the place I dream about.