I have prayed on your behalf. And you must feel abandoned ... yet He does not abandon you, knowing that He is with you every step of the way.
One thing i do is to ask the Lord for confirmation if i think something is His will. I ask as many confirmations as necessary until i am convinced it is not me but the Lord. It helps to realize that just because it is His will it does not mean easy and devoid of tribulations. The only reason why i ask for confirmation from the Lord is that in case of tribulation, i would stick with it no matter what.
__________________ Put on the full armor of God, that you may be able to stand firm against the schemes of the devil. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the powers, against the world forces of this darkness, against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places. (Ephesians 6:11-12) |