1/21/08
Thank you for all your prayers and in particular the Bible verses, with the teachings. They are, even now, propping me up. Quick update: my husband is getting better spiritually in that he repented and he told G-d that he didn't want to be made at G-d anymore. He is still expecting G-d to do something. But G-d seems to be silent. Our circumstances are not getting better. In fact, we have no idea how we are going to pay for next month's bills. He is discouraged in getting a job. And I am trying not to be negative as I am a negative person by nature. But at this point, it is totally depressing. thank you again for listening. It is a great kindness to me.

1/16/08
My husband came out to Mississippi following what we know, believe to be three prophetic dreams from God. Three years later, we are in debt, no where near fulfilling the vision, spiritually beat up, depressed and hopeless and given up.

He now doesn't want to follow Jesus as his master any more; he just want to go his own worldly way. this is because he feels that God has not provided or met our needs financially for these past years that we've been following him. (It is true, we have lived off our credit cards for groceries).

What he needs is mercy and for God to show up in a real big way. Please pray for God's mercy on me, because I have instigated some of this spiral downward cycles.

My husband has give up on God before when circumstances are desperate. God always does something. I think this may be a test we are failing. Please help us in prayer. Please intercede for us. Please pray for my husband.

Thanks.