Hello Joshua, welcome to God. There is no better place to be. You will be surprised how much things will change when you put God into your life. It happened for me. We all have our share of griefs and tribulations but it just makes it easier when you put your problems on Gods doorstep instead of the ones who don't care. You will also start to see who really cares about you and your family. God will always be there and he will never ask anything more than your faith and love. Not bad huh. You don't have to impress him or pay him. Start going to church with your family and believe me once you find the church that you can call a family then you will find the friends you are looking for. They won't judge they will only be grateful you want to share in the joy of Jesus Christ. God Bless you and your family and have faith that you will find what you need once you start praying to God. I will pray for you that you will be ok and find and find a job before those beautiful babies get here. Just remember, God won't give you more than you can handle. Just do your family a favor and be careful, ha-ha. God Bless and God Speed.