Pray that the Lord shows me, in perfect clarity and without doubt, what has happened to my heart over the past year and a half. Why is it that I cannot love those that I used to love. Why is it that the one thing I truly desired got taken away from me? Pray that the Lord search me thoroughly, so I might know the truth about myself.

God...I was alive for a short time. I seen things that brought true joy and happiness to my life. Why did they leave me? How can I get them back? Will you please have mercy on me and show me the truth.

I would truly appreciate any prayers sent my way on this. Please let it be the will of God that these prayers be answered.