Joshua, I welcome you to this site, and you have found the right one, with the right people. Your life sounds somewhat of my brother, who was in and out of prison, and was around a group of people, who got him into trouble a lot. My brother decided to join a church, in the prison he is in, and has said once he gets out, that he knows he needs to start following God's ways and meet new people, who can help him get his life on a better track. I am happy to hear you have your own family forming, and that is a true blessing. I believe you need to start attending Church, visiting this site, and staying away from old habits and people, who might get you into trouble, because you have to do what is best for yourself, and for your family. Everyone here is more than willing to help you, in any way, and I will be praying for you. God Bless you and we will hear from you soon. Sending my blessings-


-Jess