I mentioned my anxiety, because I was on medication for a while, to control it ( I am not anymore ). I have some issues of my own, like trusting people, fears of being hurt, my anxiety issues, which I am trying so hard to control, but sometimes the world is so hard to deal with, in so many ways. I feel different than many people, in how I think of things, like life in general. Sometimes I feel unappreciated and then I think, maybe it's just me and how I interpret things. I really don't know. I really want to help my family get out of debt, as well as myself. My boyfriend is having trouble finding a job, so I am trying my hardest to support the both of us, until he finds something, as he has helped me when I have had hard times. I want to "more than make it". I dream of my own business one day. I think I am good with people and I love helping other's. Helping other's fulfills me and makes me feel so good. If I die tomorrow, I only wish people will remember me, and have gained Hope from my words. See, I am too nice sometimes, because it is in my nature, so I easily get taken advantage of, so it is hard for me to make friends and have trust for certain people. The goal I have for my life is to help my family get back on their feet, because I love them so much and they have helped me many times. I want to give back to them and show them how much I love, and appreciate all that they have done for me. Second, is that I want to do something great with my life, something I enjoy doing, and where I can live happily and not worry about things, or bills, etc. Right now I am not financially stable enough to start my own business, because I don't know where to start, so I would need help. I basically want to live a happy life, I want that true-love that never dies. I love feeling cared for, because I have to say I do need a lot of attention, whether it be little things, like a rose, or just a simple hug and " I Love You". I don't ask for much. I have been through so much, and remained strong through every time I felt like giving up, because I feel I do have a purpose for my life. I do believe in certain things, and doing good. I really am in need of help with some things. I am smart, I can communicate well with other's, and I just wish God would send me help, so I could help others. I am a good person, not that I haven't made my mistakes in life. Any suggestions, I am open to. I continue to stay positive and I thank you so much for taking the time to hear me out. I do feel alone sometimes and it feels good to know someone out there is listening and understands. Thanks so much- Sending my blessings to you.

-Jess