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Originally Posted by Broken  I am so broken tonight. My kids and I came home early to find my husband on the computer with Porn. The sad part is, I had just been intimate with him earlier in the day. Being overweight - that is important to me and it makes me feel loved no matter what. Now....I feel like nothing...not enough...or too much. Wondering if I'm not a good enough wife and I have placed to many demands on him. And because I am in ministry - there is nowhere to go. My heart is so broken.... |
I am so sorry. I am praying for you. Please do not blame yourself... your weight... your looks..... It is not about you at all. satan gets to us all in whatever weakness he can find... For some it is alcohol, some drugs, some sex, some lieing, some adultery, some stealing, and even some murder. Please try to understand that it is the sin he committed NOT him that makes you sick. We all sin and fall short of the glory of God. We have to repent and surrender it to God to help us. I will be praying for your husband also. Please try to talk to each other about it. Secret sins are the ones the devil loves the most to turn into an evil addiction that is hard to break. Please help you husband with love, kindness, gentleness, and all the fruits of the spirit in Galatians 5 to understand his problem and repent of it and fight it... turn it over to God... and overcome it. Please trust him to want to quit it. Do not take anyone else's sin personally. Be the loving wife he needs now and help him.
Father God I pray for strong love and kindness to come down like rain on this couple. I pray for forgiveness to fill their hearts and their love for each other to overwhelm this sin and burn it out of their lives forever. Father I pray you help this man to see the sin that this stuff evolves from... Help him Father to take up going to the gym, praying for others on line, activities and fun with his wife and children and church. Father I pray in the blood and the name of JESUS CHRIST our LORD and SAVIOR that you bind satan from this man and cast him in the lake of fire where he belongs and set this man free from all harm satan has done to him and the pain it has caused his wife. Father I pray you bless his wife to put all things into PROPER PERSPECTIVE here that this is just another one of the enemie's plots to destroy marriages, families and homes. Father I pray you fill her heart and mind with love and forgiveness and helpfulness as the helpmate for the man she chose to marry. Restore this relationship I pray and do not let satan win. In the Mighty name of Jesus I pray.
AMEN
